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for a few months i was getting barely any sleep.. and having alot of stress. I got SLIGHT anxiety( heart racing, palms sweaty) but nothing severe. But, i did't realize it was anxiety. Alot had happened in my life and i think i was "depressed" so i tried marijuana for the second time. I smoked way to much and it scared the heck outta me. Since the time i smoked ( about 3 months ago) i have been experiencing terrible anxiety attacks. To the point where i actually prepare myself to go to heaven. It is really scary and sometimes i sit and wonder " is this really anxiety? maybe the marijuana messed up my brain?" I get all these bad thoughts that something is wrong with me and i am going to be stupid and crazy my whole life. I am 17 years old, and was always bubbly, outgoing, loved meetin new people, going to concerts, the mall.. places with people and meeting new people. Now lately all of a sudden i hate the mall.. and meeting new people becaause it gets soo overwhelming ... well, i think thats the word. I really cant explain what i feel.. Basically i feel detached from my body when im in a large group of people and i hear so many bad thoughts sometimes. I am not sure if this is anxiety, although the doctors said it was.. well my questions are.. i am on zoloft, does that help anxiety disorder? I have been on it or 6 weeks and it hasn't really worked. the other thing.. How do i feel myself? And not feel detached from my body? are there excercises or something? The other thing.. ever since i have been having these attacks i have nightmares. I don't know why. Should i go on a diff medication? My nurse told me that Zoloft is for depression not anxiety disorders?? i just want to feel better.. thanks and sorry for all the questions