It all started like before 18 years finishing up high school.even before i would say i was having GAD, but i didn't pay much attention to it at that years. I began worrying with muscle twitches, to this day they are non stop in both feets, sometimes like also feeling of buzzing and electricity going through it.
This is where the things went down hill. I was still not hypochondriac but i sense there is something ****** up. I went to doctor and did emg and xrays. All good, Isettled up for maybe even two years, twitching was still here but i adopt it and lived with it.
After some time and some stress situations if i thought fasciculations was something mist bad i was so wrong. Temple twitching, headaches like somebidy ripped your head with axe, shaking, head crawling/tingling and so on.
I started googling severely about ms and chronic lyme disease and than began my career in private clinics. Back than i already became hypoPRO. Peripheral neuropathys, small fibre neuropathy, fibro, cfs, chronic lyme.
I would find myself in anything especially autoimmune and neurological.
You, know i was not loosing time, for me i was dying so screw it i am going in private clinic for 3days to do everything i can, money doesn't matter because there is something monstrous happening to me.
So they did mri's of the whole body, all. 3emngs, color dopler of the whole body because i thought i had bad circulation, blood test on 6pages, all the immunology and 2tests for lyme disease.
All good except vitamin D, all good i cannot ******* believe it. How??
You are perfectly healthy they said.
So i went for psychotherapy and psychiatrics. Taking some ssri and anxiolitics. Ssri-zoloft fixed my headaches and vertigo, but for long run it losts it's furst affect, than i tried something else, and again. Latest i tried lyrica but i wasn't happy with it. And i quit psyhopharmacy for good. I thought i have good job, a nice girlfriend, supportive mother maybe i can get through this. I am thinki g this even this monent, i never gave up, or i will.
Latest i am taking l-tyrisine, cbd 20% and 5-htp.i mean i tried best osychopharmacy so i would tried with alternative nootropics, if they worked for jim carrey maybe it would also for me. This with vit. D 5000Ui daily and solgar multinutrient i began mine therapy.
I woukd say with daily dopamine and serotonin boost this theraoy is maybe best, time will tell.
Besides twitching really the most terrified symtom is tingling head, like hundred ants crawling especially worsen when tired but i can felt it everyday.
True diagnosis what really it is except benign fasciculation syndrome and psychosomatoformn disorder f41. will never be known.
Like i'm in X-files.
This is my story, still fighting, never give up.
God knows i've tried everything, even went on nofap for 2months.XD
*sorry for grammar and mistakes, i'm from europe.XD
This is where the things went down hill. I was still not hypochondriac but i sense there is something ****** up. I went to doctor and did emg and xrays. All good, Isettled up for maybe even two years, twitching was still here but i adopt it and lived with it.
After some time and some stress situations if i thought fasciculations was something mist bad i was so wrong. Temple twitching, headaches like somebidy ripped your head with axe, shaking, head crawling/tingling and so on.
I started googling severely about ms and chronic lyme disease and than began my career in private clinics. Back than i already became hypoPRO. Peripheral neuropathys, small fibre neuropathy, fibro, cfs, chronic lyme.
I would find myself in anything especially autoimmune and neurological.
You, know i was not loosing time, for me i was dying so screw it i am going in private clinic for 3days to do everything i can, money doesn't matter because there is something monstrous happening to me.
So they did mri's of the whole body, all. 3emngs, color dopler of the whole body because i thought i had bad circulation, blood test on 6pages, all the immunology and 2tests for lyme disease.
All good except vitamin D, all good i cannot ******* believe it. How??
You are perfectly healthy they said.
So i went for psychotherapy and psychiatrics. Taking some ssri and anxiolitics. Ssri-zoloft fixed my headaches and vertigo, but for long run it losts it's furst affect, than i tried something else, and again. Latest i tried lyrica but i wasn't happy with it. And i quit psyhopharmacy for good. I thought i have good job, a nice girlfriend, supportive mother maybe i can get through this. I am thinki g this even this monent, i never gave up, or i will.
Latest i am taking l-tyrisine, cbd 20% and 5-htp.i mean i tried best osychopharmacy so i would tried with alternative nootropics, if they worked for jim carrey maybe it would also for me. This with vit. D 5000Ui daily and solgar multinutrient i began mine therapy.
I woukd say with daily dopamine and serotonin boost this theraoy is maybe best, time will tell.
Besides twitching really the most terrified symtom is tingling head, like hundred ants crawling especially worsen when tired but i can felt it everyday.
True diagnosis what really it is except benign fasciculation syndrome and psychosomatoformn disorder f41. will never be known.
Like i'm in X-files.
This is my story, still fighting, never give up.
God knows i've tried everything, even went on nofap for 2months.XD
*sorry for grammar and mistakes, i'm from europe.XD
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