hi guys im super tired rn but just need to get this thing off my chest as it has been trying to get to me.
just before I say anything, I have come to the realization that whatever the thoughts that you have, no matter how silly they are, they are real, so you are allowed to feel them.
this is a 2 Parter
1. At my work placement i was filming a video for my animal studies course which was taking a bit long. so the boss came and said that I can't keep on being anxious which I totally get as she needs her staff. Even if it hurt, it was a wakeup call for me cus it's really going to push me back for when I'm working in the real world. i know what to say, i just go speechless when the cameras on.
2. At my work placement yesterday, we were all having morning tea. We were talking about holidays or some ****, someone brought up the supervisor that I 'Kinda' have a crush on had a love romance. i didn't catch everything they were saying cus i was shocked. i knew she might have a boyfriend or might not. I tried not to show that it was killing me inside.
I am a girl, and she is way older
im doing okay though! at least I've got myself, friends
just before I say anything, I have come to the realization that whatever the thoughts that you have, no matter how silly they are, they are real, so you are allowed to feel them.
this is a 2 Parter
1. At my work placement i was filming a video for my animal studies course which was taking a bit long. so the boss came and said that I can't keep on being anxious which I totally get as she needs her staff. Even if it hurt, it was a wakeup call for me cus it's really going to push me back for when I'm working in the real world. i know what to say, i just go speechless when the cameras on.
2. At my work placement yesterday, we were all having morning tea. We were talking about holidays or some ****, someone brought up the supervisor that I 'Kinda' have a crush on had a love romance. i didn't catch everything they were saying cus i was shocked. i knew she might have a boyfriend or might not. I tried not to show that it was killing me inside.
I am a girl, and she is way older
im doing okay though! at least I've got myself, friends
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