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Anne Mills
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Found two matching red welts on front of each calf a couple of days ago, not itchy, just a bit raised, about half an inch across.
Concerned so I went to walk in clinic today and they gave a cream for 10 days and took a blood test for Lyme disease (though they don’t think I have that, no bull’s eye around either spot). Told me not to worry but of course (!) I can’t relax, developing somatic symptoms on and off e.g. my regular breathing panic attacks, itches all over. These go away when I am sufficiently distracted by say, texting w friends.
Big life stuff going on simultaneously and I am getting more convinced all the time that instead of feeling the bona fide feelings over these things that I turn to the health anxiety instead. Pretty good self-awareness I think - but it still doesn’t make the health anxiety go away.
Will post about blood test results.
thx for reading.
Concerned so I went to walk in clinic today and they gave a cream for 10 days and took a blood test for Lyme disease (though they don’t think I have that, no bull’s eye around either spot). Told me not to worry but of course (!) I can’t relax, developing somatic symptoms on and off e.g. my regular breathing panic attacks, itches all over. These go away when I am sufficiently distracted by say, texting w friends.
Big life stuff going on simultaneously and I am getting more convinced all the time that instead of feeling the bona fide feelings over these things that I turn to the health anxiety instead. Pretty good self-awareness I think - but it still doesn’t make the health anxiety go away.
Will post about blood test results.
thx for reading.