Please Help

[ThankfulJen]

No call back yet about my monitor. But my mind is polluted with the fear I'm bleeding from some tumor. I haven't had skipped heartbeats for two days now and it has been so nice. Could getting more iron in my diet have helped? And if my iron was low, could drinking these kale spinach smoothies just hide that I am bleeding? Or was my iron just low and now I'm getting it back on track? I really am trying to keep it together but my HA mind will not stop!!!

 

[Cuchculan]

Iron could help. Because iron can cause the issues you were having. As for bleeding on the side? I think you would know if that was happening. Some would actually come out when you use the bathroom. Plus there would be more pain in the area that any bleeding was coming from. Talking to a person who had a burst ulcer here. Which means blood. I threw the blood up. Fact you are feeling well is a great thing. Let us hope it continues on that way. You are proving another theory of mine to be right here. When we are having a good few days we think something must be wrong because we are not used to good days. Just try and relax and enjoy these days.

 

[ThankfulJen]

Ok, yes. I should be enjoying feeling better! It's ridiculous!! Only thing that has happened off is that I woke up trembling at like 4 this morning with my heart racing but I honestly think that was anxiety as I went to bed feeling anxious. Doctor didn't explain much of anything. It was actually her nurse who called me and she was short. I just need to breathe through this and try to relax!

 

[Cuchculan]

Human nature. When we don't know much about anything we make things up. We need answers that we don't have. As humans we let the mind create things. All about trying to calm down. Enjoy our good days. Tell ourselves that we are OK. Anything we have we have had this before. Is nothing new to us. Hence I pay little attention to any of it these days.

 

[ThankfulJen]

Today has been a really awful day. Anxiety was full force. Kept waiting for a phonecall that didn't come so now I get to do it all over again tomorrow. I am in dread mode. Even if my palps have stopped I can't enjoy it. Almost didn't even write that because I think if I write it it will come true. I haven't been this scared in years and I hate it.

 

[Cuchculan]

Afraid of something that they might not even tell you. Though this is very common. The whole waiting game. Expecting the worst. Is no magic cure. We have all had to wait on news / results. I always say if we hear nothing back quickly, it is normally a good thing. Means they found nothing bad. If they found something bad they will want you back in quickly. Nothing saying this is always right. Just has been for me over the years.