As you guys already know ...I suffer from a fear of being a passenger in a car. I can stand it for a short period of time or shall i say a certain distance. ..anyways.... yesterday I took a chance and went that extra distance. At first. ..I had a pretty bad panic attack when I left my (safety zone). ..it was pretty epic. It had everything the hyperventilating the tingling in my extremities the palpitations. ...etc...it was a beauty. But, I kept going despite my brain reacting so negatively because I knew that each and everytime I chickened out... the more useless and depressed I feel so I went on despite my instincts not to. I made it to the location and i found that I kinda had fun . I went thrift shopping, grocery shopping and even shopped at the dollar tree if anyone knows what the place is. ...everything is a dollar.lol. Did I feel anxiety while being out ? Sure I did. Did I have a couple of mini freak outs while out? I most certainly did but, it wasn't as bad as my brain made me think it would be. This was my first step to living a semi normal life. Now I feel a little less depressed. I can trust travel just a little more. I'm not there yet...not by a long shot but, I feel confident that just maybe 1 day ...I can be better. Maybe???