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[God'sPrincesse]

I have it already I lost heat three times already, last night it didnt run at all so i had jack it up to 75 i live in senior housing i absolutely hate it here>Everyone knows every bodies business,see I also have bipolar and depression and sometimes i get angry and yell and believe me some nosy people around here went and reported me that awful land lady just doesnt get it.One time she even threatened me with eviction,I dont like her at all.She knows i have a mental illness.I wish I was never forced to move here but I had no say in the matter. Anyway I am like you to always anxious no matter what always afraid something bad is going to happen.I am not the only one who had lost heat.Even the wind scares me because I am afraid of losing power now how crazy is this we have a generator but in my mind all I can hear is what id that doesnt work.Always the case of what if?Sounds like you have that too.I was in psych oncve for almost two weeks I hated it,I had a nervous breakdown,They had groups all of the time which i hated because i hate being around a bunch of people oh ya I also suffer with agoraphobia.I agree on the happy thoughts they do not last for long.I am so sick of this illness to .I wish we could just make it go away.

Im sorry to hear about your heat and the fact your land lady doesn't understand your situation. I cried 4 times today. I feel like Im going crazy. I hate it. But Im glad I found this forum and you guys on here. O feel alone. My dad doesn't understand how Im feeling. My mom has been comforting. But I feel like I need to speak with people who is going through the same thing Im going through.

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[XmasCarol52]

Im sorry to hear about your heat and the fact your land lady doesn't understand your situation. I cried 4 times today. I feel like Im going crazy. I hate it. But Im glad I found this forum and you guys on here. O feel alone. My dad doesn't understand how Im feeling. My mom has been comforting. But I feel like I need to speak with people who is going through the same thing Im going through.

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She is a bitch ,I am sorry that you cried today.I felt a little bit better sometimes I get this awful chemical taste in my mouth almost taste like floor cleaning stuff it is so gross and no matter what you do u cannot get rid of the taste.I think I have like a little pimple on the side of my tongue years ago i bit my tongue so hard a piece game off i think that maybe be the culprit,sorry dont mean to gross you out,but i read you can get chemical taste from anxieites.
If you dont mind sharing what made you cry?Like you whenever i cry I feel like I am going insane.If you need to talk about it it is alright

 

[God'sPrincesse]

She is a bitch ,I am sorry that you cried today.I felt a little bit better sometimes I get this awful chemical taste in my mouth almost taste like floor cleaning stuff it is so gross and no matter what you do u cannot get rid of the taste.I think I have like a little pimple on the side of my tongue years ago i bit my tongue so hard a piece game off i think that maybe be the culprit,sorry dont mean to gross you out,but i read you can get chemical taste from anxieites.
If you dont mind sharing what made you cry?Like you whenever i cry I feel like I am going insane.If you need to talk about it it is alright

I get a chemical taste in my mouth too! Like metal or something. I just kept on thinking about my life and everything Ive done wrong. I guess guilt from certain things Ive done gave me the anxiety and I kept on crying. And my parents (love them so much) told me that the past is the past and I am forgiven for all wrongs Ive done and to not dwell on it. The problem with me though is I try to be a perfectionist and am very hard on myself. I was raised in a strict Christian home where I wasnt allowed to go out with an adult present, watch or listing to explicit things, not allowed to date, have to get good grades, and was only allowed to go to school, church, and home. I was taught the difference from right and wrong. For me to know that something is wrong and to do it anyway due to a moment of weakness kills me! I start beating myself up and think I'll end up in hell. But I know that's not the truth. Im not a bad person and haven't done a lot of wrongs. But when I do fall off that wagon Im extremely hard myself.

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[Concernedgal]

I just took the buspar. I hate it. It's making my vision blurry and has worsened my anxiety. Never again. I'm glad this stuff is not habit forming.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I get a chemical taste in my mouth too! Like metal or something. I just kept on thinking about my life and everything Ive done wrong. I guess guilt from certain things Ive done gave me the anxiety and I kept on crying. And my parents (love them so much) told me that the past is the past and I am forgiven for all wrongs Ive done and to not dwell on it. The problem with me though is I try to be a perfectionist and am very hard on myself. I was raised in a strict Christian home where I wasnt allowed to go out with an adult present, watch or listing to explicit things, not allowed to date, have to get good grades, and was only allowed to go to school, church, and home. I was taught the difference from right and wrong. For me to know that something is wrong and to do it anyway due to a moment of weakness kills me! I start beating myself up and think I'll end up in hell. But I know that's not the truth. Im not a bad person and haven't done a lot of wrongs. But when I do fall off that wagon Im extremely hard myself.

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Please dont blame yourself.I should talk I cannot even forgive myself.I am catholic and they are very strick in there ways.Not me though.You are a good person I can tell just by reading your posts.Wouldnt it be nice if someone would tell you that? Well I am.Honey nobody is perfect we all make mistakes i have that is for sure.

 

[God'sPrincesse]

Please dont blame yourself.I should talk I cannot even forgive myself.I am catholic and they are very strick in there ways.Not me though.You are a good person I can tell just by reading your posts.Wouldnt it be nice if someone would tell you that? Well I am.Honey nobody is perfect we all make mistakes i have that is for sure.

Thank you so much Carol. And you are a good person too.

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[XmasCarol52]

Thank you so much Carol. And you are a good person too.

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May god bless you and I do hope that you are alright,I was ok this morning but when i woke up i had some of that chemical taste agaiin i dont know about u but do certain taste and smells cause you to be anxious>I know that they do for me.Maybe it is because I am afraid it maybe something serious.I am so sick of this .worrying 24 hours a day.

 

[God'sPrincesse]

May god bless you and I do hope that you are alright,I was ok this morning but when i woke up i had some of that chemical taste agaiin i dont know about u but do certain taste and smells cause you to be anxious>I know that they do for me.Maybe it is because I am afraid it maybe something serious.I am so sick of this .worrying 24 hours a day.

May God bless you too and may He remove all of your anxiety. I am better today. Although I still have leftover symptoms from my panic attacks yesterday. They were really bad. But my mom has been making me chamomile tea which is AMAZING! It calms me. And whenever I start feeling anxious I drink a cup.

I am a bit of a hypochondriac. I google every symptom I experience. Ive gotten better though. I did look up the metal taste in the mouth and its a symptom of anxiety. I wouldn't worry about it too much but to be safe talk to your Dr.

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[janemariesayed]

May God bless you too and may He remove all of your anxiety. I am better today. Although I still have leftover symptoms from my panic attacks yesterday. They were really bad. But my mom has been making me chamomile tea which is AMAZING! It calms me. And whenever I start feeling anxious I drink a cup.

I am a bit of a hypochondriac. I google every symptom I experience. Ive gotten better though. I did look up the metal taste in the mouth and its a symptom of anxiety. I wouldn't worry about it too much but to be safe talk to your Dr.

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So that is what the metal taste is that I get sometimes too! We live and learn! I get so much info out of this forum it is wonderful.

 

[God'sPrincesse]

So that is what the metal taste is that I get sometimes too! We live and learn! I get so much info out of this forum it is wonderful.

Me being an epic googler, I just had to research it. Im glad it helped you!

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[janemariesayed]

Me being an epic googler, I just had to research it. Im glad it helped you!

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It did thanks, and Yeah, sometimes I get an awful metal taste in my mouth and I have never had a clue about what it could be. I always thought it was because of something that I ate but could never quite put my finger on the exact culprit. I've had it all my life so it's great to finally put a reason to it.

 

[XmasCarol52]

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It did thanks, and Yeah, sometimes I get an awful metal taste in my mouth and I have never had a clue about what it could be. I always thought it was because of something that I ate but could never quite put my finger on the exact culprit. I've had it all my life so it's great to finally put a reason to it.

at awful chemical taste sometimes makes my anxieties worse sometimes/I swear someone poured cleaning fluid in my mouth.my ent told me it could be my sinuses like i am losing them.how in the world can you lose your sinuses?

 

[janemariesayed]

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at awful chemical taste sometimes makes my anxieties worse sometimes/I swear someone poured cleaning fluid in my mouth.my ent told me it could be my sinuses like i am losing them.how in the world can you lose your sinuses?

Well, that is a bit of an odd statement. How on earth can you lose your sinuses? Maybe he means that they are not working properly to the extent that they would stop working? Perhaps he could be a bit more explanatory to you.

 

[God'sPrincesse]

It did thanks, and Yeah, sometimes I get an awful metal taste in my mouth and I have never had a clue about what it could be. I always thought it was because of something that I ate but could never quite put my finger on the exact culprit. I've had it all my life so it's great to finally put a reason to it.

Im glad it helped!!!

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[God'sPrincesse]

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at awful chemical taste sometimes makes my anxieties worse sometimes/I swear someone poured cleaning fluid in my mouth.my ent told me it could be my sinuses like i am losing them.how in the world can you lose your sinuses?

I don't think you can lose your sinuses. They can be affected by the anxiety. I know when Im extremely anxious or have panic attacks like on Saturday, my sinus was off. But now that Im calm, its back to normal.

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[God'sPrincesse]

Well, that is a bit of an odd statement. How on earth can you lose your sinuses? Maybe he means that they are not working properly to the extent that they would stop working? Perhaps he could be a bit more explanatory to you.

I agree. I would ask for further explanation. But always get a second opinion. But I doubt that can happen. Lets be positive

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[XmasCarol52]

i am having a hard time today until i see the money in the bank i cannot relax .ugh just very angry and worried worried about what if i lose my heat and my money isnt in the bank or my sinuses are infected ugh i hate this damn what ifs.I do not have any chemical taste now,thank god for something i jsut want to feel better.

 

[janemariesayed]

i am having a hard time today until i see the money in the bank i cannot relax .ugh just very angry and worried worried about what if i lose my heat and my money isnt in the bank or my sinuses are infected ugh i hate this damn what ifs.I do not have any chemical taste now,thank god for something i jsut want to feel better.

Carol, I'm sending you a little jar of sunshine. Take the lid off and feel it's warmth embrace you, honey.

 

[God'sPrincesse]

i am having a hard time today until i see the money in the bank i cannot relax .ugh just very angry and worried worried about what if i lose my heat and my money isnt in the bank or my sinuses are infected ugh i hate this damn what ifs.I do not have any chemical taste now,thank god for something i jsut want to feel better.

Hey Carol? Everything will be fine. The money will clear in the bank soon, you won't lose your heat, and your sinuses are fine. Just be positive. I know that's easier said than done. Im one to talk. But Im here holding your hand. We are all here. We will all get through this together

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[janemariesayed]

Hey Carol? Everything will be fine. The money will clear in the bank soon, you won't lose your heat, and your sinuses are fine. Just be positive. I know that's easier said than done. Im one to talk. But Im here holding your hand. We are all here. We will all get through this together

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Group hug sent all ways @XmasCarol52 Chin up! Your money HAS arrived and you HAVE heating.