nearly end of my rope.. please help me asap

[imsotired]

im getting rlly tired of dealing with these intense emotions toward people and it is not the kind where you loose a loved one.Its the attachment to one specific person. i just feel so alone like no one is going through the same things that i am going through. i dont even know why cus when i left the previous appointment that i had with her i didnt feel any sort of attachment toward her then the second time i went there which was yesterday she wasnt there and was abit annoyed and i was sad tht i will only get to see her for a spam of time them i have to eventually let here go.... i talked to my mum about it and she said maybe you can go on you're own because it depends who is on duty at that time.

i have a big head ache before so i ate feel a bit better now . my anxiety is telling me why are you still alive, every time it says that i feel like i am going to fall down. alot i am fighting headaches which feels like migraines.

since i love to help people here re some things that you can do when gong through a rough time like me:
- write a letter the them and dont send it
- write a fake suicide note'
"if you die you are gone forever"
"suicide is permanent


i soooo tired guys please give me somethng to live for......... cus im dieing rn

i will try my hardest not to give up

 

[Cuchculan]

You seem to get too wrapped up in things far too easily. We did have that girl with the you tube channel as well. You thought you loved her. What you have to understand is that these people are just normal people. They might see loads of people. That does not mean we are special to them. They don't want to take their work home with them. So after we visit, if it is a therapist, they simply move on to the next person. It is just a job to them. We should learn from them too. Not to become attached. See them for what they are. If we expect nothing from people we won't ever be hurt by people. If we always expect things from people we will be let down a lot of the time.

 

[imsotired]

You seem to get too wrapped up in things far too easily. We did have that girl with the you tube channel as well. You thought you loved her. What you have to understand is that these people are just normal people. They might see loads of people. That does not mean we are special to them. They don't want to take their work home with them. So after we visit, if it is a therapist, they simply move on to the next person. It is just a job to them. We should learn from them too. Not to become attached. See them for what they are. If we expect nothing from people we won't ever be hurt by people. If we always expect things from people we will be let down a lot of the time.

thankyou i will try not to expect too much for her. i just cant handle seeing a new person every time thats all. this will be very hard for me. thanks anyways

 

[Cuchculan]

To put this in a simple way. Two years ago I got an extra 3 Christmas presents from 3 friends. I was not expecting anything from those friends. So it was a bonus for me. I wasn't expecting any presents from the same friends again. Last years they never got me no presents. I was not disappointed or upset because I was not expecting anything. If we expect and we don't get, we can be upset. If we don't expect, we will never feel let down. If we happen to get something it will be a bonus. That is how I view life. I expect nothing from anybody at all. Even my own family. Eveything I get is nice because it was not expected. Everything I don't get is fine because of my outlook of not expecting anything.

 

[Bobnnat]

To put this in a simple way. Two years ago I got an extra 3 Christmas presents from 3 friends. I was not expecting anything from those friends. So it was a bonus for me. Last I wasn't expecting any presents from the same friends again. Last years they never got me any presents. I was not disappointed or upset because I was not expecting anything. If we expect and we don't get, we can be upset. If we don't expect, we will never feel let down. If we happen to get something it will be a bonus. That is how I view life. I expect nothing from anybody at all. Even my own family. Eveything I get is nice because it was not expected. Everything I don't get is fine because of my outlook of not expecting anything.

Very healthy emotional attitude. We can all learn from this.

 

[bin_tenn]

To put this in a simple way. Two years ago I got an extra 3 Christmas presents from 3 friends. I was not expecting anything from those friends. So it was a bonus for me. Last I wasn't expecting any presents from the same friends again. Last years they never got me any presents. I was not disappointed or upset because I was not expecting anything. If we expect and we don't get, we can be upset. If we don't expect, we will never feel let down. If we happen to get something it will be a bonus. That is how I view life. I expect nothing from anybody at all. Even my own family. Eveything I get is nice because it was not expected. Everything I don't get is fine because of my outlook of not expecting anything.

This is exactly how I've been learning to go about life as well, not expecting anything. I never did expect much anyhow, but even less so now. It certainly makes everything a little easier.

 

[Cuchculan]

My next lesson is how to type without making bad typos and leaving out words. That is what happens when I type early in my morning.