Hello Everyone. I just like many of you am suffering from horrible physical symptoms that have led me to believe something is terribly wrong with me. I have had a few panic attacks (they suck!!!) and i just want to feel normal again. It all started with a feeling of weakness in my left leg and lower back. I was already suffering from mild back pain and tense muscles. anyways after feeling weakness in my leg and lower back, i made the mistake of googling. Now along with that weakness i also felt very uneasy and like i was going to loose control of my legs and short of breath. Well after i googled i came across ALS, MS and all sorts of neurological issues. Now i am convinced i have MS or there is a brain tumor in my brain. After reading all the symptoms for MS i started feeling all of them. Pulsing in legs, eyes, tense muscles, my vision feels forced etc. It sucks. I ended up in the ER with a horrible i believe panic attack. they ran blood work, did a chest x-ray and everything was fine. After that episode it has only got worse. symptoms don't seem to go away. I went to my doctor for a full physical, had a lupus check and muscle enzymes checked and everything was good. I have another appt. with him because i keep having these symptoms I think i wont be ok until i get a brain and spine scan which is freaking me out. I guess i can deal with the symptoms but its the panic attacks that i want to stop. My symptoms are: shortness of breath almost all the time, tense neck and back, vision feels forced or like i am really sensitive to light and i feel like i cant focus my vision sometimes, tension headaches, feeling tired all the time like super tired, and the pulsing/twitching all over my body is so annoying. This is affecting my work and my family. Also my pocket because i keep having to go to the doc. $$ I just want to feel normal. I have 2 appts. next week. One for sports medicine for my back and another one to go back to my doc. to talk again about my symptoms. LIke i said i will probably ask him to do a brain scan and back scan; maybe that can ease my symptoms or make them go away!!!