Hi everyone wanted to introduce myself. My name is rose am 42 and u have 5 boys. I suffer from severe health anxiety. 
I've always had anxiety but I developed HA several months ago. I can pin point the cause of mine, my mom died of lung cancer that spread to her brain. She suffered for almost 3 years I took care of her and watched her pass. If was the hardest thing I've ever dealt with. Now I am having so many physical sy.ptoms manifesting within me that I fear the worse, these past few days I've had feelings like something is crawling on top of my head, on and off pain behind my eye, forehead pain , pain behind ear, my dr dx me with fibromyalgia. I was on xanax and Zoloft for a few months and it seems line since I've been off my body is going thru all kinds of weird things, I feel like I'm losing it and yet I g to keep it together cuz my kids need me, I try to b strong like my mom was but there are days that I can't take it, on top of all of this I also have a special needs son that ive been caring for 10 years the first 2 was a fight to keep him alive. My PvP is tired of seeing me she says it's the fibro and all in my head, I finally made an appt to see a neurologist but the sheer thought of having an MRI or ct scan of my head sends me into a more panicked state, God help me I can't live like this, this is not normal. My friends tell me i have grief stored in me that is manifesting physically because of my mom. At this point??? I just want to feel better
I've always had anxiety but I developed HA several months ago. I can pin point the cause of mine, my mom died of lung cancer that spread to her brain. She suffered for almost 3 years I took care of her and watched her pass. If was the hardest thing I've ever dealt with. Now I am having so many physical sy.ptoms manifesting within me that I fear the worse, these past few days I've had feelings like something is crawling on top of my head, on and off pain behind my eye, forehead pain , pain behind ear, my dr dx me with fibromyalgia. I was on xanax and Zoloft for a few months and it seems line since I've been off my body is going thru all kinds of weird things, I feel like I'm losing it and yet I g to keep it together cuz my kids need me, I try to b strong like my mom was but there are days that I can't take it, on top of all of this I also have a special needs son that ive been caring for 10 years the first 2 was a fight to keep him alive. My PvP is tired of seeing me she says it's the fibro and all in my head, I finally made an appt to see a neurologist but the sheer thought of having an MRI or ct scan of my head sends me into a more panicked state, God help me I can't live like this, this is not normal. My friends tell me i have grief stored in me that is manifesting physically because of my mom. At this point??? I just want to feel better
