I need some prayers

[XmasCarol52]

I have to go and see my doctor tomorrow and I am going with someone I do not even know needless to say I am a nervous wreck may I asks for some prayers.This has taken its toll out on me I am so depressed and exhausted today. I do not like dealing with new people and she has to stay from ten to one what for I dont know,Sorry but this is just making me sick.I cannot deal with this. Please talk to God for me.

 

[Concernedgal]

Calm down sweet pea and take a deep breath. And understand that this lady is probably not dangerous. When I spoke to my new psychiatrist on the phone she discussed how she would have to teach me coping mechanisms. Yikes. Coping. I'm so with you on this. Why should we have to go through life just coping. It pisses me off. Anyways. I know that life isn't fair for us but, it is what it is and I wish you the best of luck tomorrow. But, I think you'll be fine. Your too strong to let this stop you. You got this.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Thank you honey I just hope I can sleep tonight I am so very tired.

 

[XmasCarol52]

 

[janemariesayed]

How are you now Carol? How did it go? I wonder what she was like, I bet she was lovely and you found you had nothing to worry about. I'm sure she was caring and sensitive. At least she should be. I am meeting all kinds of people helping me out at the moment and they are all so caring and sensitive in the medical profession. I know you get the odd plonker but most of the helpers are nice. Maybe she even does it voluntarily, I know a lot of people who lend out their car to help people get to a hospital They do that over here as voluntary help. That says she has a good heart, so relax when you have to go out. Have a cup of Chamomile tea before you go out and it will help to relax you. My thoughts and prayers are with you, even if they are belated. How are you now?

 

[XmasCarol52]

HI I really liked so she will be taking me the next time we really hit it off.The bad news is companions went and sent her to the wrong address she didnt get her until 1030 which was the time of my appointment so we got there 15 minutes late and the doctor wouldnt see me so I went there for nothing Lois my rider was not happy not with me but with companions it was there fault .Now i have to go back on July 11 but at least I know who is taking me she liked me she was so easy to talk to ,come to find out that her boyfriend has anxieties and i think she said her mom was bipolar.I told her i had agoraphobia she didn t know what that was i am just glad she didnt think it was fear of spiders some people think that. In any case i did manage to get some yarn at the doctors office a nice yellow they have a basket where people put clothes yarn and other stuff she picked it out for me so I took it and I am making her some slippers,I was so nervous because she was late I had an awful feeling they wouldnt see me i even called to let them know i would be late,I was so pissed i think it is awful she wouldnt see me thye better not charge me i didnt cancel I showed up what angers me is i have seen people come in 20-30 minutes late and the doctors saw them,what makes it even worse there was nobody in the waiting room but me so i dont see why she just couldnt see me it only takes about ten to 15 minutes,that is bs,a ,lot of people that i talked t o couldnt believe she would do that not see me.They all thought it was awful I went there for nothing they could have told me not to come,but in any case I still got my McDonalds it was awful the cheese wasnt melted the lettuce was dry ugh the chocolate shake and fries were good i even offered to by lois something but she said no. NOw I can send ten dollars for my sons anniversary he doesnt deserve it but i have to send them something i know it doesnt sound like much but hey maybe they can get some food. So she liked me too,