No insurance. Diagnosed with panic disorder and gad. Managed without meds for 3 years. Now somethign bad happened and its been all time high for three months.im extremely depressed. My wife doesnt understand how bad it is. I cant go anywhere I cant enjoy anything. I am experiencing depersonalization I think i need to be on meds until i can learn ti manage on my own again. But i dont know where to start. I need help now. I cant lose my job. And appointments are a month away at the least ive checked everywhere. But i need something and i hate medication and that saysomething