- Jun 19, 2019
I’m moving to New York for college on the fall. It’s my dream come true I’ve been waiting for it for the last 6 years however I’m from a small town in Texas and I’m moving to the biggest city ever. My sister lives there and I have a few friends however I’m not afraid of being or going there, I’m afraid of my anxiety disabling me there. I’m gonna be without my parents who have been my biggest support through the roughest points in my anxiety struggle. I’m so so scared I’m gonna start thinking I’m having a heart attack, or a brain aneurysm, or epilepsy or some other serious medical condition and not only will my roommate think I’m crazy but I’ll feel terrified every night and basically have to come home or something. I wish my parents lived at least in the same state but I know I have to learn to rely on myself not them but I’m just really scared.