I just want to kill myself.

[Jonathan123]

All I’m doing is looking for support and some dickhead does this, is this what this site is?

No Ellee it's not. And it's such a pity these trolls can't be taken off sooner. But every anxiety forum I have been on has this problem,.
Being a public site it is open to all the idiots who get their kicks from upsetting people. Can you just ignore them and concentrate on the good advice? Sadly, these idiots will always be with us and the more we react to them the better they like it.

 

[Ellee]

No Ellee it's not. And it's such a pity these trolls can't be taken off sooner. But every anxiety forum I have been on has this problem,.
Being a public site it is open to all the idiots who get their kicks from upsetting people. Can you just ignore them and concentrate on the good advice? Sadly, these idiots will always be with us and the more we react to them the better they like it.

I’ll take the advice, thank you

 

[Jonathan123]

Suicide is no joke. My friend was married and had 2 children in their early twenties. He left his wife for a younger woman and had a child with her. The marriage went bad soon after their son was born. He called me on a Tuesday very distraught saying he was going to lose everything and he had no hope. His voice was crackling. I tried to make him feel better but with no luck. He shot himself that Friday and passed away. SUICIDE IS NO JOKE!

But everything is a joke to an idiot! I am so sorry you had to experience such a tragedy. Life can be very upsetting at times. But suicide is a last resort for so many sufferers whether it be physical or mental. I had a similar experience with a close friend who phoned one day to say she was going to end it all after having husband problems. My wife and I managed to talk her out of it, and she went on to make a full recovery. So many cases of attempted suicide are cries for help. If those around the person show no signs of empathy or understanding then it makes the situation worse. There is the story of the man who had had enough. One day he said to his landlady 'I am going down to the river and end it all, but if anyone who passes me on the way down smiles, I won't do it'. The question is are you going to be the person he passes?

 

[MATD]

Suicide is not a joke, I agree. There is Hope. And help. And I am going to smile at everyone I meet. Because I can now. In the past I couldn’t. Too wrapped up in my own misery. But now that I’m doing better, it just comes naturally.

 

[davide.h]

Oh.. my bad, sorry

Are you feeling any better? Did you find help?

 

[LostMyWay]

I can't relate to your exact situation, though I can relate to how you feel. I've struggled for 20+ years now, and lately all I can think is that I just want it to stop too. It's a bad place to be in when you feel that way, and I know all too well just how overwhelming that feeling can be. So I hope you can get yourself into a better place soon, because that's not a place I would wish on anyone. I'll tell you the same sort of thing I've told someone I know, if nothing else at least push through this for your daughter because if I were you that would be the thing keeping me going. Good luck, and take care.

 

[PoonamS]

My anxiety is through the roof, I’m struggling to cope with my daughter and my abusive ex. It’s so hard as life is getting in the way but I can’t help but think that things will get worse.

I haven’t got time to go to therapy as I’m looking after Layla every minute and therapy will mean I have to drop Layla off but I don’t have any money to afford that, it’s so hard.

i only recently came out of abusive relationship which has caused my PTSD to rise up. It’s an ever ending process and I just want it to stop.

You’re valued. You Matter!!!! You are loved! Do not give up!