I just want to kill myself.

[Ellee]

My anxiety is through the roof, I’m struggling to cope with my daughter and my abusive ex. It’s so hard as life is getting in the way but I can’t help but think that things will get worse.

I haven’t got time to go to therapy as I’m looking after Layla every minute and therapy will mean I have to drop Layla off but I don’t have any money to afford that, it’s so hard.

i only recently came out of abusive relationship which has caused my PTSD to rise up. It’s an ever ending process and I just want it to stop.

 

[triceps]

Look what you've already made it through. You can do this and you certainly don't deserve to be abused. Hang in there Am wishing only the best for you.

 

[Ellee]

Look what you've already made it through. You can do this and you certainly don't deserve to be abused. Hang in there Am wishing only the best for you.

Thank you

 

[skylerpenny1]

go slow. one minute at a time.. then one hour.. then one day.. it's going to get better.. it always does...

 

[davide.h]

If you're in danger please call a hotline, I've called them before and they help at least temporarily. Are you safe right now?

HOPELINE247 | Papyrus UK | Suicide Prevention Charity

Are you having thoughts of suicide or are concerned for someone who feels suicidal? Then contact HOPELINE247 for free confidential support on 0800 068 4141.

www.papyrus-uk.org

 

[Ellee]

Eat this pile of yummy **** it will make you feel better

Wth

If you're in danger please call a hotline, I've called them before and they help at least temporarily. Are you safe right now?

HOPELINE247 | Papyrus UK | Suicide Prevention Charity

Are you having thoughts of suicide or are concerned for someone who feels suicidal? Then contact HOPELINE247 for free confidential support on 0800 068 4141.

www.papyrus-uk.org

I’m safe, just struggling.

 

[Jonathan123]

Please Elle, don't take that rubbish as being a mark of this site. It lacks any sense or any feeling. We get occasional trolls like that.
I have reported it so maybe it will be taken off.
Yes, if you live in the UK there are hotlines you can contact, and of course the Samaritans. I believe there are similar organisations in the US. Believe me, you are not the only one who feels as you do. Anxiety can wear us down if it goes on for so long, coupled with domestic problems which just make it worse. But things do change, and often overnight. Never give in to anxiety. Now I do know how difficult that can be, but giving in is different to giving up and accepting it all. The more fear we add to the fear we already have, the more we become entrenched in the problem. Domestic problems are one of the main causes of anxiety because they hit so close to home. You say you are 'struggling'. That word and words like 'fight' and 'battle' have no place in recovery. No matter how bad things seem there is always hope. Everything passes given time. You do need help. Abusive relationships are just not right and never will be. We all need love and understanding. Abuse, be it verbal or physical, should never be tolerated however difficult it may be to resolve.

 

[Ellee]

Please Elle, don't take that rubbish as being a mark of this site. It lacks any sense or any feeling. We get occasional trolls like that.
I have reported it so maybe it will be taken off.
Yes, if you live in the UK there are hotlines you can contact, and of course the Samaritans. I believe there are similar organisations in the US. Believe me, you are not the only one who feels as you do. Anxiety can wear us down if it goes on for so long, coupled with domestic problems which just make it worse. But things do change, and often overnight. Never give in to anxiety. Now I do know how difficult that can be, but giving in is different to giving up and accepting it all. The more fear we add to the fear we already have, the more we become entrenched in the problem. Domestic problems are one of the main causes of anxiety because they hit so close to home. You say you are 'struggling'. That word and words like 'fight' and 'battle' have no place in recovery. No matter how bad things seem there is always hope. Everything passes given time. You do need help. Abusive relationships are just not right and never will be. We all need love and understanding. Abuse, be it verbal or physical, should never be tolerated however difficult it may be to resolve.

Thank you

 

[MATD]

Jonathan is on point. I have felt like you do too many times to count. I started using acceptance therapy developed by Dr Claire Weekes. Instead of fighting with the anxiety, I am learning to accept the anxiety and not fight with it, but to let it go and understand the anxiety is causing me to feel the way I do. By accepting the anxiety and not fighting with it, it looses it’s power over us. Gradually it fades, allowing us to regain our ability to reason and think for ourselves instead of letting our fear be in control. Along this path we develop the confidence we need to regain our own self control. Don’t give up, but give in and understand it is only anxiety making you feel the way you do. There is light at the end of the tunnel, but we do have to put in the effort to get to it instead of allowing the anxiety to keep us from reaching it.

 

[MARCC]

Things will get better as there is always hope. The key is to never give up even when things seem at there worst.

 

[Cuchculan]

@Rinka another troll for you.

 

[Cuchculan]

Just ignore that person. Spammer for a sex site. And a troll.

 

[Jonathan123]

Just ignore that person. Spammer for a sex site. And a troll.

It always amazes me how someone can get their kicks out of ridiculing others, no matter what the motive. This is a serious site and any such trolling reduces the standing of the help given. Anyone coming on the site for the fist time could well imagine that this is the standard of help they may get. I do hope Admin takes this rubbish off.

 

[Ellee]

All I’m doing is looking for support and some dickhead does this, is this what this site is?

 

[Cuchculan]

'@Ellee I think due to the lack of posting on this site over the past few months the admins / owners don't be around as much. When it fully active and we had regular posting going on the owners were always here to keep on eye on such things. You get these sorts of idiots on every site. They think such things are amusing. Just put that poster on ignore for now. That way you won't see any of their posts at all.

 

[Ellee]

'@Ellee I think due to the lack of posting on this site over the past few months the admins / owners don't be around as much. When it fully active and we had regular posting going on the owners were always here to keep on eye on such things. You get these sorts of idiots on every site. They think such things are amusing. Just put that poster on ignore for now. That way you won't see any of their posts at all.

Okay thank you!

 

[MARCC]

Suicide is no joke. My friend was married and had 2 children in their early twenties. He left his wife for a younger woman and had a child with her. The marriage went bad soon after their son was born. He called me on a Tuesday very distraught saying he was going to lose everything and he had no hope. His voice was crackling. I tried to make him feel better but with no luck. He shot himself that Friday and passed away. SUICIDE IS NO JOKE!

 

[Ellee]

Suicide is no joke. My friend was married and had 2 children in their early twenties. He left his wife for a younger woman and had a child with her. The marriage went bad soon after their son was born. He called me on a Tuesday very distraught saying he was going to lose everything and he had no hope. His voice was crackling. I tried to make him feel better but with no luck. He shot himself that Friday and passed away. SUICIDE IS NO JOKE!

We never said it was a joke, we all have our issues and I’m sorry if I made you mad. That wasn’t my intention and I won’t post from now on

 

[MARCC]

Ellee, my comment was not directed at you, but the trolls.

 

[Ellee]

Oh.. my bad, sorry