antwonizzle
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I just took a janitor type job just to avoid people. And I'm glad it worked out. I think it's definitely hereditary because my bro has it as well. But i think it started young growing up in a foreign country and being black in an all white German school.....also couldn't speak it so teachers would constantly be mad at me at the age of 7 Went from a German kindergarten to American 1st grade then back to German 2nd then back to US 3rd....didnt know enough so they put me back a grade...then continued through HS. Never moved lived in a city that has no store or access to get anywhere....so very little socialising. Absolutly have zero confersation with women...way too much. Wost part is people with AvPD tend to abuse drugs and I'll be damned if I use the f out of alcohol because it felt the best way to cope...drinking 17 years now and it's a normal thing. Fired from jobs for drinking because I was literally in a tiny kitchen and it felt like the only way. I was just ranting but, I guess we'll see