Big big mistake. Googling!!! Oh dear!!!!! Why do we keep doing it and frightening ourselves? A diagnosis should be left to the diagnosticians, those who know. We don't know because we have no medical training. How would we feel in our jobs if someone came along and second guessed all we do? Not very happy I am sure. You have convinced yourself about this but why? There is no real evidence, but if you are worried and want reassurance go to your doctor. We are like a dog with a bone, can't let go. However we look at this and from whatever angle there is only one thing to do, get checked out. I know only too well what it's like to pluck up courage and see your GP. Been there! We all have as much courage as anyone else. It's not given to some and not others.
I am so sorry that you are experiencing this. Are you on any medication? Have you had any prior counseling? As anxiety sufferers we get caught up the loop of negative thinking. All that does is fuel the anxiety further. I know I have been there many times. It is often very hard to break out of that thinking pattern. You can do it! It is not easy!
I know how u feel and I hope you get better soon. I'm sure it's nothing
. Least u got doctors there near u so the least u can do is ask for a check up. I know it can be scary as even I have a phobia of hospitals as I was never hospitalized for any injuries or sickness, but just to be sure u should get it checked. Surely it's nothing, I wish u a beautiful day.