I’ve been struggling with health anxiety for years. I feel like I’m drowning. I try not to google symptoms but when my anxiety spikes it seems to be the place I land. Reassurance from peers only offers a moment of relief. I’m here because my cousin noticed my pupils being different sizes and starting listing possible reasons why. Brain aneurysm, glaucoma, maybe a tumor. I think it’s because I get headaches from playing too much video games or watching tv. To say I’m freaking out would be an understatement. I’m afraid of medicine. I’m afraid of doctors. I’m just afraid. If I don’t die from one of these I’m sure I’ll die from stress.