How to overcome self destructive fear? My dorm room is dysfunctional.

[torn]

The dorm I live in has an assigned janitor that I must talk to to fix things that have broken.

My shower head was broken for a year now, the water comes out of a hole in the tube.
My stove doesn't work, I eat cold food exclusively or things that i can pour boiled water from the electric waterboiler in it.
My lights don't work, I'm forced to use my phone light at early morning at night to do things.

How do I overcome my fear of having to contact my janitor, and having him enter my room. I'm certain that I would die if i ever had a health issue, rather than call the ambulance.

 

[Cuchculan]

Could you some how find a way of not been in the dorm when he comes to fix things? Just make a list of things that need fixing. So there won't be much talking needed to be done. Explain you won't be there at the time. Making sure he can still access your dorm. Set day / set time. Or if that is not a good idea, have you got any friends? A person who can do the talking and maybe even be in the dorm when the work is been done.

 

[MainerMikeBrown]

Does this janitor seem like a nice and friendly person? Or is he/she a confrontational and unfriendly type, in your opinion?