Camden
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At this point I can safely say I am not afraid of catching Covid itself. I think it will inevitably happen to me eventually. I know with my 2 vaccines plus booster, I am as safe as I can be. I also know the symptoms I may get as a vaccinated person will be very mild and obviously not life threatening. I’m over it and I’ve decided being physically ill doesn’t scare me.
On the other hand, I have pinpointed what still scares me about Covid: the repercussions. That is, the consequences of catching the disease and how others will view me and react to me. I have a bad feeling that I will be treated poorly by my boss and coworkers because I presumably “did something irresponsible” outside of work that exposed me to the disease. I’m afraid of worrying my parents and having them potentially be condescending about going to a crowded place where I could have caught it.
I’m afraid catching Covid will illicit a lot of bitterness and resentment from others in my life. They’ll think I was irresponsible and resent me or passive aggressively punish me for missing work or having to sit out family events. I feel really anxious and vulnerable to start with, and Covid will simply compound those feelings within myself.
On the other hand, I have pinpointed what still scares me about Covid: the repercussions. That is, the consequences of catching the disease and how others will view me and react to me. I have a bad feeling that I will be treated poorly by my boss and coworkers because I presumably “did something irresponsible” outside of work that exposed me to the disease. I’m afraid of worrying my parents and having them potentially be condescending about going to a crowded place where I could have caught it.
I’m afraid catching Covid will illicit a lot of bitterness and resentment from others in my life. They’ll think I was irresponsible and resent me or passive aggressively punish me for missing work or having to sit out family events. I feel really anxious and vulnerable to start with, and Covid will simply compound those feelings within myself.