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My name is Tracy and I'm new to this forum. My first panic attack started in 2010 after I was taken to the hospital to have my CT scan for my abdominal with the IV contrast. Somehow I got a bad reaction and the doctor injected some kind of medications to help me with that, and the side effects of the medications was to make my body numb. I didn't know it, when my body was numb because of the side effects, I was terrified, feelings like I was going to die, going crazy,dizziness, sweating. I didn't know that it was a panic attack. I then came to see my doctor, because after that incident to the hospital, I experienced a few more panic attacks episodes where I feel like losing contact with reality, feeling of going crazy, sweating, heart racing, etc.
I'm on Paxil CR 25 MG for two years and it has helped me a lot, and I'm also on Xanax 0.5 mg every night. There is this Finance class that is seem pretty hard to me, and everything about that class makes me scared, that is my last class I need to pass to graduate, and people are stressing out about that too. However, I think I'm more anxious, and worry about that class than other people. I worry about random things but, I think I worry the most is that Finance class. Until I finish that class, I think I won't be any less anxious.
Sometimes I cry, I feel really bad, why me? I live with my parents and they take care of everything, I need to worry about everything. However, I don't know why I keep on worrying and think about negatively things that I might forget the deadline for the homework, we just started the semester, and now I'm scared that I might forget to take the final for Finance.
Sometimes I feel like nothing and no one can help me and no one can understand me. I feel like if living like this ? I'm so tired and hopeless. Does anyone, can anyone give me any advice? Sometimes I feel like so tired of this life.
Thanks for the reading, and I'm sorry if its kinda long!
Tracy
My name is Tracy and I'm new to this forum. My first panic attack started in 2010 after I was taken to the hospital to have my CT scan for my abdominal with the IV contrast. Somehow I got a bad reaction and the doctor injected some kind of medications to help me with that, and the side effects of the medications was to make my body numb. I didn't know it, when my body was numb because of the side effects, I was terrified, feelings like I was going to die, going crazy,dizziness, sweating. I didn't know that it was a panic attack. I then came to see my doctor, because after that incident to the hospital, I experienced a few more panic attacks episodes where I feel like losing contact with reality, feeling of going crazy, sweating, heart racing, etc.
I'm on Paxil CR 25 MG for two years and it has helped me a lot, and I'm also on Xanax 0.5 mg every night. There is this Finance class that is seem pretty hard to me, and everything about that class makes me scared, that is my last class I need to pass to graduate, and people are stressing out about that too. However, I think I'm more anxious, and worry about that class than other people. I worry about random things but, I think I worry the most is that Finance class. Until I finish that class, I think I won't be any less anxious.
Sometimes I cry, I feel really bad, why me? I live with my parents and they take care of everything, I need to worry about everything. However, I don't know why I keep on worrying and think about negatively things that I might forget the deadline for the homework, we just started the semester, and now I'm scared that I might forget to take the final for Finance.
Sometimes I feel like nothing and no one can help me and no one can understand me. I feel like if living like this ? I'm so tired and hopeless. Does anyone, can anyone give me any advice? Sometimes I feel like so tired of this life.
Thanks for the reading, and I'm sorry if its kinda long!
Tracy