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[Eleanor Alishav]

hey! i'm Eleanor. I'm 18 and have had mental health issues since pre school (anxiety)
as i've grown up its gotten worse and depression got added into the mix. I'm on prozac and sometimes i feel awesome and other times i feel shitty as hell. I also disassocite a lot which ya know dont know how to deal with that. i hope everyone is well!

 

[Rinka]

Hi Eleanor,
Welcome to the forum.
Great to have you here

 

[XmasCarol52]

hey! i'm Eleanor. I'm 18 and have had mental health issues since pre school (anxiety)
as i've grown up its gotten worse and depression got added into the mix. I'm on prozac and sometimes i feel awesome and other times i feel shitty as hell. I also disassocite a lot which ya know dont know how to deal with that. i hope everyone is well!

Welcome to our family

 

[Concernedgal]

Not surprising your depressed too.
It all goes hand in hand.
Have you sought out treatment?
They keep changing my diagnosis first i'm major depressive disorder, then it' bipolar. They just don't know.
Treatment's so far are ineffective.
Sucks.
Anyways.....
Welcome.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Life draws a vacuum doesnt it? It would be so nice to be able not to worry about anything .Everything scares me.I wish there was a med that could take away our fears

 

[janemariesayed]

hey! i'm Eleanor. I'm 18 and have had mental health issues since pre school (anxiety)
as i've grown up its gotten worse and depression got added into the mix. I'm on prozac and sometimes i feel awesome and other times i feel shitty as hell. I also disassocite a lot which ya know dont know how to deal with that. i hope everyone is well!

Hiya Eleanor. Welcome to our friendly community. I'm on Prozac too and am okay sometimes and not others. Lately, I've been getting suicidal thoughts but not tendencies and the PTSD has been really strong lately too.

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

Hiya Eleanor. Welcome to our friendly community. I'm on Prozac too and am okay sometimes and not others. Lately, I've been getting suicidal thoughts but not tendencies and the PTSD has been really strong lately too.

thats how ive been feeling too, it comes and goes with me. i know i wont act on it but they are just in my head

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

Life draws a vacuum doesnt it? It would be so nice to be able not to worry about anything .Everything scares me.I wish there was a med that could take away our fears

oh im scared of everything.. i worry without a stop and i feel like im kinda stuck

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

Not surprising your depressed too.
It all goes hand in hand.
Have you sought out treatment?
They keep changing my diagnosis first i'm major depressive disorder, then it' bipolar. They just don't know.
Treatment's so far are ineffective.
Sucks.
Anyways.....
Welcome.

yeah! ive been getting treatment but i dont think its working i feel like i get written off for being a teenage girl but i have some real scary stuff going on in my head, i just dont feel great and would like too

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

Welcome to our family

thank u <3

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

Hi Eleanor,
Welcome to the forum.
Great to have you here

thank u! great to be here!

 

[XmasCarol52]

oh im scared of everything.. i worry without a stop and i feel like im kinda stuck

I know exactly how you feel.I worry from the time I get up until the time I go to bed if I wake up sometimes I wake up with a panic attack all sweaty and shaky.

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

i have just resorted to not sleeping lmao i think it just came naturally with the progression. my anxiety doesnt stop ever but im hooping it will

 

[XmasCarol52]

i have just resorted to not sleeping lmao i think it just came naturally with the progression. my anxiety doesnt stop ever but im hooping it will

honey please try to get some kind of sleep that is important with anxieties and all.I mean sleep is suppose to be good for anxieties then maybe i should sleep all day long.

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

god im like not even making sense when i type things lmao, i am so tired; i either sleep all day or not at all oops

 

[XmasCarol52]

god im like not even making sense when i type things lmao, i am so tired; i either sleep all day or not at all oops

That is okay hey half of the time i goof we are not perfect so please dont worry about it.I take a nap once in awhile in the afternoon usually around three just to break up the day because I get so bored.

 

[PJTAVISH]

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[Eleanor Alishav]

thanks dude!

 

[Eleanor Alishav]

That is okay hey half of the time i goof we are not perfect so please dont worry about it.I take a nap once in awhile in the afternoon usually around three just to break up the day because I get so bored.

ive been doing that reaccently, my depression naps. hi its me im up at 1 am again welcome to my hell lmao

 

[XmasCarol52]

ive been doing that reaccently, my depression naps. hi its me im up at 1 am again welcome to my hell lmao

It is just awful when you wake up like that in the middle of the night and you just cannot go back to sleep and no matter what you try to do nothing seems to work.I mean i will just lay there sometimes and close my eyes take a deep breathe yes sometimes i even pray however most of the time I try to think of something I really love.for me it is the beach but it wont work so i just spend the rest of the night watching tv.If you have to try turning on your tv maybe something boring will help you sleep.I usually watch the game show network I love Chain Reaction and Baggage.It can be so annoying not being able to sleep I do know with me sometimes I feel like I am drunk lol I have to be careful because I use a walker ya you are talking to an old fart of 65 here lol Sometimes I lose my balance when I am so tired.I am afraid of falling again