Help?

[AnxietyAndlifeKickingIn]

Whenever I think of a memorie, Like legit any I get depressed. Even if I think about what happened yesterday I get sad. At night when I have all the time to myself I do whatever. But when I start thinking about the past I start having mental Breakdowns. Quietly asking for help and a bunch of tears running down my face. I think it’s because I think about reality and life and even growing up. When nothing might not matter at all. I think in just four years I’ll be considered an adult and that breaks my heart. I don’t want to grow up. Not only am I growing up but also my little sisters and my parents. I just can’t explain it. It’s too hard to. recently I moved away from the place I’ve been in almost my entire life. I’m scared and I don’t know what to do. I wish time can stop or even go back to the good old days where I was happy and so young. I’m not asking for you help, I.. don’t even know what to do with myself

 

[Concernedgal]

That's' the definition of depression.
You can be happy about anything.
Like me for example.
Most people enjoy the sunshine but, I don't.
I hate it.
Write down your feelings before bed, keep a diary.
Go to a therapist and read it to him/her.
They will help you sort things out.