I'm sorry if I seem like I may be overreacting, but for years on end now it seems like I've been dealing with severe anxiety; mostly in regards to any thing about my physical health.
Back last summer I developed a fear of going blind; I keep having flashes in my eyes and at points seeming to black out entirely. When I visited an ophthalmologist I was told that the optical nerves were healthy and the their were only two scenarios of what it could be; stress or a tumor.
I eventually got over this fear after that fact and the problems subsided, but that brings me to where I am now. Seemly out of the blue once every couple of months I feel a sharp pain in the right side of the head; always in just one particular spot like its pinching a nerve. But I've also experienced muscle tightening, numbness, and a strange sound like wind blowing violently within my head and sometimes ears. The vision problems have come back as well and I keep have small dizzy spells or a feeling of blacking out with my eyes closed while gaining a headache afterwards.
There are so many issues I seem to be experiencing I couldn't name them all; joint problems, a strange bump in the back of my head, I could ramble on and on about it and it's making my anxiety run rampant. Google of course has been no help and has only made me fear that all of this is a result of a brain tumor or other major illness.
Could this actually be the result of something as severe as that? God I feel like I'm going insane and I can't control it. I can't see a doctor right now because of our current state of the world but I feel like I'm dying I was terrified to the point I thought I might die in my sleep from all of the problems in my head.
I suppose it's obvious I have a problem, but I apologize for how desperate I sound. I just wish I could have thorough answers; but any advice is sincerely appreciated.
Back last summer I developed a fear of going blind; I keep having flashes in my eyes and at points seeming to black out entirely. When I visited an ophthalmologist I was told that the optical nerves were healthy and the their were only two scenarios of what it could be; stress or a tumor.
I eventually got over this fear after that fact and the problems subsided, but that brings me to where I am now. Seemly out of the blue once every couple of months I feel a sharp pain in the right side of the head; always in just one particular spot like its pinching a nerve. But I've also experienced muscle tightening, numbness, and a strange sound like wind blowing violently within my head and sometimes ears. The vision problems have come back as well and I keep have small dizzy spells or a feeling of blacking out with my eyes closed while gaining a headache afterwards.
There are so many issues I seem to be experiencing I couldn't name them all; joint problems, a strange bump in the back of my head, I could ramble on and on about it and it's making my anxiety run rampant. Google of course has been no help and has only made me fear that all of this is a result of a brain tumor or other major illness.
Could this actually be the result of something as severe as that? God I feel like I'm going insane and I can't control it. I can't see a doctor right now because of our current state of the world but I feel like I'm dying I was terrified to the point I thought I might die in my sleep from all of the problems in my head.
I suppose it's obvious I have a problem, but I apologize for how desperate I sound. I just wish I could have thorough answers; but any advice is sincerely appreciated.
