Help me please

[XmasCarol52]

That is really bloody expensive!

I know it is,it is nonsense if you ask me now our electric company decided to raise there rates this is getting rediculous

 

[XmasCarol52]

Well I finally accomplished something today I went outside at nine thirty am and sat out there until11:30 it was so beautiful and I got to speak to my little friend Jayden he told me he loved me and missed me that little boy has touched my heart i just love him to pieces,He is autistic but you will never know it.I wish he would come down to see me because I would love to give him a big hug.Last year i made him a hat and some slippers his grandmother told me he loved them.Guess what I dont know what it is but I can be depressed angry as hell and anxious but the minute I go outside all of this goes away.
Now we were on the news tonight i smelled smoke and when i opened the door I saw a bunch of fire truck seems like there was a mill fire and they had about 25 different fire departments here there was a small brush fire down by the river that is below me so they will be out there all night but guess what instead of being anxious I was just curious what was going on now i know.They said the wind didnt help matter any.

 

[janemariesayed]

Well I finally accomplished something today I went outside at nine thirty am and sat out there until11:30 it was so beautiful and I got to speak to my little friend Jayden he told me he loved me and missed me that little boy has touched my heart i just love him to pieces,He is autistic but you will never know it.I wish he would come down to see me because I would love to give him a big hug.Last year i made him a hat and some slippers his grandmother told me he loved them.Guess what I dont know what it is but I can be depressed angry as hell and anxious but the minute I go outside all of this goes away.
Now we were on the news tonight i smelled smoke and when i opened the door I saw a bunch of fire truck seems like there was a mill fire and they had about 25 different fire departments here there was a small brush fire down by the river that is below me so they will be out there all night but guess what instead of being anxious I was just curious what was going on now i know.They said the wind didnt help matter any.

Wow, that is a bit of news to have the fire brigade so near. I'm glad they managed to sort it out. Jayden sounds lovely. It is nice if you can go outside. Just the sun and a bit of fresh air works wonders. How nice that you saw Jayden. He must genuinely miss you to have said that.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Wow, that is a bit of news to have the fire brigade so near. I'm glad they managed to sort it out. Jayden sounds lovely. It is nice if you can go outside. Just the sun and a bit of fresh air works wonders. How nice that you saw Jayden. He must genuinely miss you to have said that.

That liittle boy is about four i think he is so darn smart i want to give him a big hug but they aee across the way from ms so i cant but I just throwhim one and he throws me one back he is so adorable

 

[Forever_Jung]

That sounds like a difficult situation. This anxiety stuff is much easier to handle when we have someone to talk with about it.

 

[XmasCarol52]

That sounds like a difficult situation. This anxiety stuff is much easier to handle when we have someone to talk with about it.

hello and welcome this place is the only place I can talk with someone.

 

[janemariesayed]

That liittle boy is about four i think he is so darn smart i want to give him a big hug but they aee across the way from ms so i cant but I just throwhim one and he throws me one back he is so adorable

How cute! I hope he keeps in touch with you as he grows up.

 

[XmasCarol52]

How cute! I hope he keeps in touch with you as he grows up.

Me to yesterday when he got off the bus he walked right up to the fence and told me he misses me.Isnt that something coming from a four year old he is a handsome little bugger.I just love him to pieces

 

[janemariesayed]

Me to yesterday when he got off the bus he walked right up to the fence and told me he misses me.Isnt that something coming from a four year old he is a handsome little bugger.I just love him to pieces

He is handsome? Nice! Won't you be the envy of all the young ladies when he starts dating! He'll be like, 'no can't see you this weekend I'm going to see my lady Carol' lol You see, apart from me of course, you have a lovely friend there. No judgements, no bad words, no nasty treatments, just nice loveliness.