Help me please

[XmasCarol52]

I just cannot take it anymore my anxieties are so very bad they are here with me all damn day long.My mother when she asked how i felt and I told her I was having anxieties her responds was just get over it.Get over it if it was only that easy.I am so sick and tired of living,how much more does God want me to take? Between my anxieties depression and mood disorders lately i feel like I am losing my mind.Can someone please find it for me?LOl Seriously thought I just dont know what to do anymore I have tried reading crocheting ,knitting nothing works.I just feel so shaky inside like I got something crawling all over me,You know the feeling like you want to jump out of your own skin,I just want to be normal,I do not know what it feels like anymore to have a good day because my life stinks.I dont even know why I bother to wake up.I feel so lost. God isnt even listening to me.I feel like I am being punished or something like that

 

[Daniel]

I’m sorry to hear your having a tough time. Are you taking any medication right now? I take Xanax for my anxiety and it helps me so much. It gives me a few normal days in a row and a much needed break from the constant anxiety I feel. I feel very much the same as you do. Please know your not alone. You will recover from this some day. Try doing yoga, mindfulness meditation and go for a walk when you feel anxious. All these things will help tremendously. Hope you feel better soon.


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[XmasCarol52]

I’m sorry to hear your having a tough time. Are you taking any medication right now? I take Xanax for my anxiety and it helps me so much. It gives me a few normal days in a row and a much needed break from the constant anxiety I feel. I feel very much the same as you do. Please know your not alone. You will recover from this some day. Try doing yoga, mindfulness meditation and go for a walk when you feel anxious. All these things will help tremendously. Hope you feel better soon.


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Hi the anxieties have been just awful.I have someone coming to my apt today and I am not to crazy about it at all.Dont know the person.I am on klonopin and busparine lately it is like taking candy and my doctor isnt listening to me,I cannot go for a walk I am disabled it is hard for me to get around ,I have fallen a few times matter of fact had a severe fall many years ago.What I usually do is lay down close my eyes take a deep breath and try to relax,sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't.I actually cannot wait until it warms up outside because then I can go outside again about 7am to noon I just sit out there crochet or knit talk to my neighbors if they are around and I love the trains when they come by.Going outside actually helps me some with my anger and anxieties ,I was on Xanax but not for long since it didnt really work for me.

 

[janemariesayed]

The problem is that most people don't understand that anxieties are a physical thing. Okay so it has started with the mind, but the mind does affect the body. Anything can make us anxious. It may have been something when we were a child. Or it may have been something when we are older. There is always something that triggers it. But, just getting over it is an impossibility.

 

[XmasCarol52]

The problem is that most people don't understand that anxieties are a physical thing. Okay so it has started with the mind, but the mind does affect the body. Anything can make us anxious. It may have been something when we were a child. Or it may have been something when we are older. There is always something that triggers it. But, just getting over it is an impossibility.

I agree that is exactly what I tell people that a mental illness is also a physical illness because it effects the brain,in my case what brain?lol Like today I got a man from comcast coming and I am all anxious I dont like the idea of strangers in my house let alone a man. My stomach is in knots

 

[XmasCarol52]

I agree that is exactly what I tell people that a mental illness is also a physical illness because it effects the brain,in my case what brain?lol Like today I got a man from comcast coming and I am all anxious I dont like the idea of strangers in my house let alone a man. My stomach is in knots

Well the guy showed up he was so handsome and nice to bad I wasnt younger lol.He even gave me his phone no and email if i should need him.All I needed was a new remote guess what now I feel better but my throat is a wee bit sore dry air no doubt.As usual it was the bank thing the yelling the sweating and crying not know and understanding what is happening to me why do i cry scream,sweat feel like I have worms crawling all over me? The feeling of going crazy.I even stood outside for a few minutes,Cant wait until it gets warmer out.So i can sit out there all of the time.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Well the guy showed up he was so handsome and nice to bad I wasnt younger lol.He even gave me his phone no and email if i should need him.All I needed was a new remote guess what now I feel better but my throat is a wee bit sore dry air no doubt.As usual it was the bank thing the yelling the sweating and crying not know and understanding what is happening to me why do i cry scream,sweat feel like I have worms crawling all over me? The feeling of going crazy.I even stood outside for a few minutes,Cant wait until it gets warmer out.So i can sit out there all of the time.

Oh Yes I forgot I love all of you guys

 

[Concernedgal]

I just cannot take it anymore my anxieties are so very bad they are here with me all damn day long.My mother when she asked how i felt and I told her I was having anxieties her responds was just get over it.Get over it if it was only that easy.I am so sick and tired of living,how much more does God want me to take? Between my anxieties depression and mood disorders lately i feel like I am losing my mind.Can someone please find it for me?LOl Seriously thought I just dont know what to do anymore I have tried reading crocheting ,knitting nothing works.I just feel so shaky inside like I got something crawling all over me,You know the feeling like you want to jump out of your own skin,I just want to be normal,I do not know what it feels like anymore to have a good day because my life stinks.I dont even know why I bother to wake up.I feel so lost. God isnt even listening to me.I feel like I am being punished or something like that

Do they still have you on depakote??
If so...
They are not being very fair to you.
It's obviously aggravating your condition.
It' s killing you sweetie.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Do they still have you on depakote??
If so...
They are not being very fair to you.
It's obviously aggravating your condition.
It' s killing you sweetie.

Yes they do and the excuse my english the bastards just wont listen to me,no doctor does.I still cant get my inderal either, I am getting funny taste to just like I use to get years ago when I first started taking the damn depakote.How may times do i have to tell them it doesnt work wait they know it doesnt work yet they still make me take it.I feel worse when i take it they know that too i asked for something other then that 1,000 dollar meds he refused to give me anything if he wants me to take that med then let him pay for it.I just cant take myself off of it either because it would be dangerous I could have seizures among other things.

 

[Concernedgal]

Does it taste like copper?? Yes.. you will have seizures. Go see another doctor. If your doctor isn't listening to you ....then replace your doctor. It's just that simple. You have a right to be comfortable in your life. So ...make some changes to your health are provider.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I cannot replace my doctor because this is by the state i have no choice to go to him.Doctors are such assholes.I am not paying him for one month hey why should I? This place was appointed to me.ugh

 

[XmasCarol52]

How am I suppose to get over my fear of that stupid hot water heater ?I mean i fell asleep but when I woke up that damn loud humming noise just ticked me off here I am like a crazy woman yelling at my hot water heater to shut up at ten pm.I dont know how to control my anger towards it and why all of a sudden is this happening to me i have lived her for five years it never bothered me before and now the damn thing causes me to have a friggen panic attack sounds crazy I know,it is just a annoying noise.I actually do shake whenever I hear it.

 

[janemariesayed]

Well the guy showed up he was so handsome and nice to bad I wasnt younger lol.He even gave me his phone no and email if i should need him.All I needed was a new remote guess what now I feel better but my throat is a wee bit sore dry air no doubt.As usual it was the bank thing the yelling the sweating and crying not know and understanding what is happening to me why do i cry scream,sweat feel like I have worms crawling all over me? The feeling of going crazy.I even stood outside for a few minutes,Cant wait until it gets warmer out.So i can sit out there all of the time.

You see! So it went well and it was a nice man that came. I quite like getting older as I can get away with things I never would have done years ago. I was in McDonalds and a nice man came in. He had rippling muscles and was absolutely hunky and good looking. About 30 years younger than me though! Still, I said to him that I bet those muscles took some hard work and he said yes. Then I asked if I could have a feel and he said YES! Woo hoo! That made Jane a very happy bunny so of course, I had to have a feel of his biceps!

 

[janemariesayed]

How am I suppose to get over my fear of that stupid hot water heater ?I mean i fell asleep but when I woke up that damn loud humming noise just ticked me off here I am like a crazy woman yelling at my hot water heater to shut up at ten pm.I dont know how to control my anger towards it and why all of a sudden is this happening to me i have lived her for five years it never bothered me before and now the damn thing causes me to have a friggen panic attack sounds crazy I know,it is just a annoying noise.I actually do shake whenever I hear it.

The noise is a trigger. It is triggering some memory that you are not aware of.

 

[janemariesayed]

I cannot replace my doctor because this is by the state i have no choice to go to him.Doctors are such assholes.I am not paying him for one month hey why should I? This place was appointed to me.ugh

There must be a way you can put over a complaint about the mistreatment he is giving you. He should be struck off.

 

[XmasCarol52]

The noise is a trigger. It is triggering some memory that you are not aware of.

You know what it feels like I am lashing out at my mother.

 

[XmasCarol52]

There must be a way you can put over a complaint about the mistreatment he is giving you. He should be struck off.

I can tell you one thing they have a quick turnover in that place this is like my 6th shrink since I have been to them.Why dont they all listen? We sure get charged enough that is why I am not sending them a payment this month I am not satisfied with there service so i refuse to pay them anything ,You know what even though i pay them something once a month for what I can afford my bill wen tup 75 dollars I hope they choke on it

 

[janemariesayed]

I can tell you one thing they have a quick turnover in that place this is like my 6th shrink since I have been to them.Why dont they all listen? We sure get charged enough that is why I am not sending them a payment this month I am not satisfied with there service so i refuse to pay them anything ,You know what even though i pay them something once a month for what I can afford my bill wen tup 75 dollars I hope they choke on it

I hope they choke on it too. How can they expect someone to pay that much extra? It's a joke.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I hope they choke on it too. How can they expect someone to pay that much extra? It's a joke.

You know what even if I had that kind of money I would not pay that much for any kind of meds ad guess what that was for only 90 pills?Isnt that awful?

 

[janemariesayed]

You know what even if I had that kind of money I would not pay that much for any kind of meds ad guess what that was for only 90 pills?Isnt that awful?

That is really bloody expensive!