Aloysius
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Greetings, I’m a 17-year-old from an odd part of England. My life’s been ruled by anxiety for as long as I can remember. I’ve got 4 brothers and 3 sisters to deal with, or at least, I used to have 7 siblings. A brother and sister of mine are older, my other 2 sisters and 2 brothers are younger and I’ve got a twin brother (non-identical).
Get ready to read, because I’ll be here for a few hours. About 3 years ago, my older sister killed my youngest sister. My older sister never really liked her you could say. After that, she was sent to a “psychiatric hospital” as you call it, and she’s still there. Almost 2 years ago, my youngest brother disappeared/died. Then, in October of last year, my twin brother got into a bit of trouble with “the law” after he killed 4 people, including my granddad and my uncle and tried to kill my younger brother. And then, my younger sister was hit by a bus at the beginning of this year as she was walking out of the school building and is still confined to a hospital because the bus should have killed her. Lastly, my older brother’s been arrested so many times I’ve lost count, so he’s never around. Also, he was recently sentenced to “a while” in prison after doing some things worse than he’s ever done, and my mum can’t save him this time. That’s not to mention my older sister killed small animals in her early childhood and early adolescent years.
Now, all that’s left is my younger brother, my mum, my grandmum and I. And I believe that something’s going to happen to either my younger brother or myself in however long fate decides. I simply think about how 6/8 of my mum’s children are dead, in prison or in a hospital and/or mental institution.
My older brother and sister, twin brother and younger sister all had/have either antisocial, histrionic, borderline or narcissistic behavior or mixes of them. My older brother’s got NPD with antisocial traits and my older sister’s definitely been said to be antisocial but she seems very psychopathic. I only found out late last year that my older brother suffers from BPD along with antisocial traits/behavior. And finally, my younger sister was only diagnosed with HPD at the end of last year. My youngest brother and sister we’ll never know. My younger brother and I’ve only been diagnosed with anxiety-related disorders.
As for me, I write fiction to escape the miserable reality that I’m forced to live in. It’s been a long few years with never-ending unfortunate events. It’s not been easy having to watch each of my siblings, pets and older relatives get picked off one-by-one. I apologise for making this longer than it should have been. I’m just looking for people that I can talk to about my situation that I doubt anyone else can relate to.
Get ready to read, because I’ll be here for a few hours. About 3 years ago, my older sister killed my youngest sister. My older sister never really liked her you could say. After that, she was sent to a “psychiatric hospital” as you call it, and she’s still there. Almost 2 years ago, my youngest brother disappeared/died. Then, in October of last year, my twin brother got into a bit of trouble with “the law” after he killed 4 people, including my granddad and my uncle and tried to kill my younger brother. And then, my younger sister was hit by a bus at the beginning of this year as she was walking out of the school building and is still confined to a hospital because the bus should have killed her. Lastly, my older brother’s been arrested so many times I’ve lost count, so he’s never around. Also, he was recently sentenced to “a while” in prison after doing some things worse than he’s ever done, and my mum can’t save him this time. That’s not to mention my older sister killed small animals in her early childhood and early adolescent years.
Now, all that’s left is my younger brother, my mum, my grandmum and I. And I believe that something’s going to happen to either my younger brother or myself in however long fate decides. I simply think about how 6/8 of my mum’s children are dead, in prison or in a hospital and/or mental institution.
My older brother and sister, twin brother and younger sister all had/have either antisocial, histrionic, borderline or narcissistic behavior or mixes of them. My older brother’s got NPD with antisocial traits and my older sister’s definitely been said to be antisocial but she seems very psychopathic. I only found out late last year that my older brother suffers from BPD along with antisocial traits/behavior. And finally, my younger sister was only diagnosed with HPD at the end of last year. My youngest brother and sister we’ll never know. My younger brother and I’ve only been diagnosed with anxiety-related disorders.
As for me, I write fiction to escape the miserable reality that I’m forced to live in. It’s been a long few years with never-ending unfortunate events. It’s not been easy having to watch each of my siblings, pets and older relatives get picked off one-by-one. I apologise for making this longer than it should have been. I’m just looking for people that I can talk to about my situation that I doubt anyone else can relate to.
