mariahedominguez
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Enter the classic “I’ve been having arm pain for no reason so I must be dying” post. I’m not out of breath, I’m not fatigued, and the pain comes and goes. I can’t even tell if it’s real at this point or I’m just manifesting it. I also have indigestion which doesn’t help my anxiety but I always have indigestion. What scares me even more is that I work with children, and I’m often the only adult with them, so if something was to happen to me, they wouldn’t be taken care of until someone found me. Morbid, I know, but these are the things that go through my head every day. I’m 24 years old, so heart attack shouldn’t be likely, but I’m also overweight despite eating 1 meal a day with minimal snacking. I’m scared, even though I tell myself not to be. I’m panicking, even though I know I am and have had many many years of experience talking myself down. I’m tired of feeling like I’m dying. I don’t want to be that girl anymore that goes to the doctor for nothing. Not to mention I can’t even afford it. It’s an endless cycle. I’m not okay, but I feel better knowing I found this forum and people with similar thought processes.
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