After 4 different attempts with the doctors over this head pain, he finally is referring me to a neurologist. I’m happy but intensely scared at the same time. I’m so scared to find out something is really wrong. This is one vicious cycle and I just can’t seem to get out of this funk.
I also have not slept well in over a month. I just can’t seem to stay asleep. I had a horrible dream last night that I had a brain scan and they found something bad and that there was really nothing I could do about it. I’m so terrified. I want to be around for my kids and see them grow and watch them get married and be around for as long as possible and these intrusive thoughts have me convinced I will find out horrible news.
I also have not slept well in over a month. I just can’t seem to stay asleep. I had a horrible dream last night that I had a brain scan and they found something bad and that there was really nothing I could do about it. I’m so terrified. I want to be around for my kids and see them grow and watch them get married and be around for as long as possible and these intrusive thoughts have me convinced I will find out horrible news.
