Happy Birthday @XmasCarol52

[janemariesayed]

Happy birthday @XmasCarol52

I hope you have a really wonderful anxiety-free and happy day today. I hope it brings you full of smiles and laughs the whole day through.
Happy Birthday, Sis!

 

[XmasCarol52]

Happy birthday @XmasCarol52

I hope you have a really wonderful anxiety-free and happy day today. I hope it brings you full of smiles and laughs the whole day through.
Happy Birthday, Sis!

Thank you so much sis you are so sweet,I am now the big 65.Right now I am shaking because I do not know what I want to do today I hate tackling with those damn steps plus I have to listen to my mothers big mouth all day long,ugh

 

[Concernedgal]

Merry birthmas.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Merry birthmas.

Thank you.I am not having a good day I am so angry been crying, in pain,this year xmas sucks.I am not going to my sons house frankly because i dont want to and it was snowing this morning he said it is okay but i am sure my mother will pick on me like she always does can you believe her she called me the other day to tell me to wash my hair,It doesnt even feel like CHristmas,My neighbor stopped by and brought me my favorite cookies coconut dream cookies and some white chocolate cocoa,I was happy then but all day i can do is lay down i did do some knitting I am making stuff for cancer patiences next year, I am sorry if i seem like a bitch today but I miss my husband and my dad,maybe next year it will be better.This is the worse xmas ever.I am so damn depressed

 

[_Lukas]

Happy Birthday Carol, and I'm so sorry you're not having a good Christmas this year
Sending hugs and prayers.

 

[janemariesayed]

I'm sorry you are having a bad time of it this year Carol. Chin up hun, it will all be okay soon.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I'm sorry you are having a bad time of it this year Carol. Chin up hun, it will all be okay soon.

I am getting so sick of living i have had it, i wish that i was dead

 

[Concernedgal]

If there's one thing all of us know here is that anxiety and depression is a miserable ass ,no good , evil brain disorder . But, think....think about life itself. Think about the sun and the moon and the birds chirping. It's so hard to lose sight of everything that's beautiful in life,your having a hard time right now but, there are better days to come. Your know there are good days and bad days. Just get through the bad days and enjoy the good days. My sweet carol. ...we all love you here and are here for you. You will be on my prayers tonight.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I think that staying inside all of the time is getting to me I cannot wait until the warm weather comes so I can take my knitting and sit outside again.Also get to see my little friend Jaden.I made him a hat and some slippers no reason just like that and I had a Santa lollipop that I gave him ,well my friend from meals gave them to his mom because she sees them at the bus stop all of the time,right now I am making things for cancer patients.That makes me feel good it just seems like I am having one thing after another go wrong with me,first the sore throat ,then my back and arm now i go an awful infecion underneath my stomach it burns like hell i do put anti itch cream on it and have a towel on it so it wont sweat.If my heat doesnt run after a certain amount of time i get mad well that is because some people lost heat here and i am not about to freeze today it is only going to be 18 out i prefer 60-70 out. if someone reports me from yelling i may tell my land lady to go and f herself,i should be able to do what i want in my own apt she knows i am not yelling at anyone too. I am so fed up i cannot even wake up without something happening,

 

[janemariesayed]

I am getting so sick of living i have had it, i wish that i was dead

Don't listen to anyone Carol. You are right and it is up to you what you do in your own apartment. No one has the right to tell you what to say, think or do. So be yourself hun, and if you feel like ranting and raving then go ahead and rant and rave.

You have been thinking negative lately, try to start to think more positive and you will attract more positive events to you instead of problems.

Before you settle down for the nights sleep, thank your God for 5 things that have been good for you that day. You will soon find very many things to be thankful for.

 

[XmasCarol52]

It is so hard to think positive when I have had one problem after another.I was better off when the weather was warm and I was able to sit outside.I think looking at these walls all day long arent doing me any good.I wouldnt go outside today if you paid me.Guess what our temperature is? Nine yup that is is a whole 9 .

 

[janemariesayed]

It is so hard to think positive when I have had one problem after another.I was better off when the weather was warm and I was able to sit outside.I think looking at these walls all day long arent doing me any good.I wouldnt go outside today if you paid me.Guess what our temperature is? Nine yup that is is a whole 9 .

Ha ha, well, the temperature is below zero and it is snowing as I write this post. The dogs have already been outside for a play but it is soooo cold.