Guardians don't understand my triggers

[Grace360]

Didn't know where to put this so.. I assume it goes here.

So my guardians in my house don't understand my triggers. Or they make me feel less than human for having them.

For my health anxiety, my triggers are usually the news, horror movies, movies mainly about killing, dying, or death in general in large amounts. Or medical movies in general. Shows of the such. Since my anxiety revolves mainly around health and stuff. It naturally worries me lots.
So.. it of course makes sense that my guardians only watch that kind of stuff. Or only enjoy that type of stuff. I try to ask them nicely too. As in, whenever I'm in the room to please not watch something completely revolving around that. Just so I don't get triggered and go to worrying and.. blah blah.
But they seem to have a lot of trouble with that. As in they don't or never listen to me. When they hear me complain, they complain back about how they don't want to watch cooking or competition shows, what I mainly watch. They don't realize, or don't want to, that there are SO many movies in between those two genres. They refuse to even try and find it.

They also comment on my normality when I do that. Like being overly sarcastic and condescending.
Groaning and moaning.
Stuff of the sort.and.. ugh.
I already feel like a weirdo and less than normal on my own. And them telling me that too? Yea. Doesn't help.. really ever.
It doesn't make me feel normal in the slightest.
I don't know what to do to get them to understand.

 

[Cuchculan]

Can you not get a TV for your bedroom? Then you get to watch what you want to watch and they get to watch what they want to watch. Even suggest it to them as a sort of give and take. Meet each other in the middle. Funny that nobody watches a TV in this house. Just one of those things we have no interest in at all. I am sure they are not trying to hurt your feelings or make you feel bad. It may seem that way when you are feeling down. Did your mother not give out to your aunt the other day for saying something about the end was coming? Thus she was sticking up for you there. Obviously she knows what upsets you. Then there can be other times were people simply don't get it all. I know nobody understood the whole anxiety thing with me for years. I didn't really expect them too. If you never had a condition it is hard to know what it is like. You want to do good. You want to do right. But you don't always remember. Your mother sounds like a person you can talk to. Why not sit down with her and just have a heart to heart chat. See how that works out for you. You get to put your points across. But she also gets to put her points across. Might have to give and take to reach an answer.