I am new here so please bear with me.I feel so lost I really don't know what to do with myself I mean I do one thing I lose interest in, that then I try something else I feel so depressed and anxious.All I want to do is sleep.I just feel so lost. I miss my husband who passed away 12 years ago and weekends hit me really hard.He use to take me places on the weekends ,like we use to go to our Marina which I loved just sat there had a coffee and watched the boats and people walking by. It was such a relaxing place to be.I think of that place all of the time. Since I am home bound I cant go anywhere,so when I do get upset I try to do vertual spelling therapy like closing my eyes lay down relax and think of something that makes me happy like going to the beach walking through the water, and sand or just sitting down at the marina. Sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't .I absolutely love the ocean,Sorry I talk so much but I am so lonely,Weekends are the worst.