- May 19, 2019
And I have for a long time. There's times with my parents. Sometimes I love them and feel so lucky to have them. And others I wish they'd just give me up for adoption.. so maybe I can be understood by someone else. They attempt to understand my anxiety and my depression. But based on what they've said to me? You wouldn't believe it. My grandma said I made her sick today. My mom said I'm manipulative when I say I'm a burden. My aunt.. doesn't understand my anxiety in the slightest, and will routinely make me feel even more abnormal than I already am. They all do. ALL I want as someone with so many mental illnesses is to feel somewhat NORMAL. And they do the opposite of that. When I was about to commit suicide. What did they do? Scream in my face and tell me that I'm manipulating everyone, and did I mention call me a spoiled brat? I don't know. Our relationship used to be so good. But she blames everything on me being a teenager. Not to mention they laugh at everything I say, including my anxiety, like its a joke.