Feeling anxious

[XmasCarol52]

I have not been feeling good all day long.my anxieties are just awful I am sweating like crazy and I know what this is coming from worried about my money being deposited in the bank.Among other things to like what kind of mood my friend will be in tomorrow.She was kind of nasty when we spoke the last time.I felt like every little thing that I said was wrong.Does anybody else ever feel this way?I have no appetite I am shaking and I feel like I am about ready to jump out of my own skin,The only time I feel I can relax is if I am sleeping.Oh shoot now my hot water heater is running I call it the noise even when that runs I get anxieties all I feel like doing is laying down Just feels like the walls are closing in on me.I am at my wits end I don't know where else to turn.I know one thing I could certainly use a bunch of prayers>I don't know why little things like this bother me so when it doesn't bother a normal person.Maybe that is my answer I am not normal,I know that.I often wonder I am this way to from server fall I had years goh yes I fell hit the glass entertainment center the glass was everywhere had blood all over me the doctor said it could be why I yell at lot to because of my head injury.I really dont want to take another pill but I need it.I am going to lay down the rest of the night.All I want is for this all to go away.I hate myself for having this illness.As if it is my fault or something not

 

[Concernedgal]

First of all..it's not your fault. And yes...a past head injury could be responsible for some of your symptoms but, not all. You have an anxiety disorder and that' nothing to be ashamed of...no you don' t deserve it...nobody does. And what's' the fun in being normal ? I know i'm not. But, I look at it like we are sensitive people and that' not necessarily a bad thing. We care so much about how other people feel and think ...that it drives us to over think and over thinking makes us nervous and then anxious. Just try to get your rest and try not to care so much about what other people think. We are who we are....nothing we can do about that.

 

[janemariesayed]

Noise really gets my goat too. I think it is something to do with anxiety that we don't like too much noise. That is why I don't like sports because they are too noisy. I love the peace and quiet. I really have to be in the mood for noise to take it without getting irritable.

Hey honey, nothing is normal. I've learned that. We are all different. We are all unique yet at the same time, there are symptoms of different things that are the same in anyone who suffers them. Don't hate yourself, Carol. Please don't hate yourself. I can't bear that because I love you to bits. You are lovely. These things are not your fault. You are sick.

I challenge you sister to write a list of 3 things each day of things to be proud of yourself. No, I don't think that pride is a sin. Because without pride we look at our faults, then we start to hate ourselves and God knows where that could lead to.

So start by each day writing down just three things that you are good for. Three things that you have good about your personality. Don't think about your faults. We all have faults. Everyone on this planet has faults so we are all normal! lol

 

[XmasCarol52]

Noise really gets my goat too. I think it is something to do with anxiety that we don't like too much noise. That is why I don't like sports because they are too noisy. I love the peace and quiet. I really have to be in the mood for noise to take it without getting irritable.

Hey honey, nothing is normal. I've learned that. We are all different. We are all unique yet at the same time, there are symptoms of different things that are the same in anyone who suffers them. Don't hate yourself, Carol. Please don't hate yourself. I can't bear that because I love you to bits. You are lovely. These things are not your fault. You are sick.

I challenge you sister to write a list of 3 things each day of things to be proud of yourself. No, I don't think that pride is a sin. Because without pride we look at our faults, then we start to hate ourselves and God knows where that could lead to.

So start by each day writing down just three things that you are good for. Three things that you have good about your personality. Don't think about your faults. We all have faults. Everyone on this planet has faults so we are all normal! lol

Boy did I ever get angry at my hot water heater the noise is so loud and it runs for about ten minutes so i had a shouting match i better not get into trouble for yelling my anxieties are something awful this week the meds wont even touch me.I tried to lay down but after awhile i have to get up I got a movie in from Netflix today so i will watch that and I love Three is Company and Soap to funny.Well my friend did tell me that I dont have any mean bones in my body.She knows about my yelliing she is just scared i may get kicked out of here sometimes i get so angry i make a fist and pound on my table.This is so very annoying

 

[XmasCarol52]

Well i did feel somewhat better ;last night up until ten then the attack started coming i got chest pains feeling shaky again and sweating too i am a nervous wreck.A friend of mine passed away yesterday morning he was in his late 60 had cancer.

 

[janemariesayed]

Well i did feel somewhat better ;last night up until ten then the attack started coming i got chest pains feeling shaky again and sweating too i am a nervous wreck.A friend of mine passed away yesterday morning he was in his late 60 had cancer.

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend, Carol. My heartfelt condolences go out to you. No wonder you were feeling rough yesterday and had another attack. Your friend passing had that effect on you. Can you have a cup of chamomile tea and calm yourself down. You poor thing going through this. I'm sending you hugs.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend, Carol. My heartfelt condolences go out to you. No wonder you were feeling rough yesterday and had another attack. Your friend passing had that effect on you. Can you have a cup of chamomile tea and calm yourself down. You poor thing going through this. I'm sending you hugs.

just only a couple of years ago his wife passed away and she was my age 63 then.My poor aunt she lost three members of her family in less then a year.I am going to lay down i just had a shouting match at my tv .stupid news I was looking forward to watch Days of our Lives but no they got to take up a whole hour talking about the same damn thing,i know it is important some jackass crashed into the middlesex hospital,but they are going to show it again on the five oclock news and six so why even bother,I am interested in the show because this one woman has a split personality she doesnt even know it.the problem is the other person she is she thinks she is her best friend.

 

[janemariesayed]

just only a couple of years ago his wife passed away and she was my age 63 then.My poor aunt she lost three members of her family in less then a year.I am going to lay down i just had a shouting match at my tv .stupid news I was looking forward to watch Days of our Lives but no they got to take up a whole hour talking about the same damn thing,i know it is important some jackass crashed into the middlesex hospital,but they are going to show it again on the five oclock news and six so why even bother,I am interested in the show because this one woman has a split personality she doesnt even know it.the problem is the other person she is she thinks she is her best friend.

That lady on the program sounds interesting. At least she won't get lonely with having herself / friend to chat with. lol Maybe the show will be shown at a later date. I hate that when they switch programmes. Yes, the news is repeated here as well every hour. But the stuff they put on all the other channels are repeats from 40 years ago. All of them too! All the sit-coms and series. There is nothing new. It's like being in a 70's / 80's time warp, really gets on my nerves!

Wow! That was a bit much for your Aunt to go through in one year. Not forgetting that they were your family too.