Feeling anxious

[XmasCarol52]

It was terrible I had to lay down on my couch covered with my blankets,i was so scared and anxious then when that loud bang went off it scared me even more,generator or no generator it was very scary sitting there in the dark for about 30 seconds,I feel bad for the people who did not have electricity see where i live when the power goes off our stove wont work because there is just to much electricity to run it,I did go back on about 7:30 last night,I remember when we had hurricane Sandy we lost power for 10 tens it was just so awful especially at night,Thank you for the hug ,right back at you.

 

[janemariesayed]

my anxieties are so very high right as of now,well last night we had severe winds first I had a power surge it only effected my living room ,then when i was sitting in my rocker watching tv and knitting because I couldnt sleep from the rain and the wind the power went off it took about 30 seconds to long for the generator to go off,but when it went out it made a loud boom and i saw lightening outside from it however the power has been out since 1230 am and it still isn tworking,the wind is howling again,this damn storm has got me so worked up coupled with having to go to my doctors tomorrow i feel like I want to jump out of my own skin,what I would love to know why do these stinken storms always seem to hit at night/That wind was something else.I wonder if my chair is still out there I will have to go and look,I hope they fix it soon,I did email my electric company to let them know ,it is much easier for me that way then calling ,i get so nervous over the phone my words dont come out right and sometimes i can tell they are laughing at me one time i got so mad i told the woman not to laugh at me she claims she wasnt bnt i know better.Wish I could relax i know i could certainly use a hug

Carol I love your new Christmassy Avatar! It's really bright and cheerful and I love the colour red.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Carol I love your new Christmassy Avatar! It's really bright and cheerful and I love the colour red.

Thank you ,well now it is officially Christmas season ya hoo.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I am so upset and mad right now,because of my physical illness I cannot walk way up to my mailbox to get my mail can you believe this one I had to get a stupid note from the doctor saying my illness prevents me from walking especially that fat well I already told did that last year now they are putting me through hell again i need to get another stupid ass note otherwise I dont know how i can get my mail,there is no way in hell I can walk that far,the woman who runs the post office is a real bitch,She acts as though I am making it up and lying,I am so sick and tired of this crap.NOw of course my anxieties are very high now i need my mail.This is just bs,having to have a doctors note I did call my doctor,I have a disability and they are treating me like dirt no respect.i dont even have a stuid key to get into my mail box,ya they ha d to put keys on oour boex i am afraid of falling ,I always need someone with me when I have to walk to far this is so upsetting and annpying