I know most fear a sudden illness like cancer or heart attack, I fear those too. But lately I've also been fearing a chronic illness like high blood pressure or diabetes. Both run in my family and even though I'm at a healthy weight I worry as i get older how I would manage my anxiety with it. Anxiety makes your blood pressure go up anyways, so if i get high blood pressure i will spend my days obsessing about it I'm sure, checking it all the time. I really need to nip that anxiety in the bud once and for all and I also fear my anxiety being lifelong thing. My aunt has horrible anxiety, has tried to commit suicide twice, been in a mental hospital and now draws a disability check because of it. I dont want that to be me.