Hi,
I frequented this forum back in 2015 with HA and fear of a brain tumor and severe anxiety and OCD Type O. I was having blurry vision out the ass and I visit the eye doctor four times to get my prescription right. Long story short, the first two times I visited the eye doctor in 2015 they botched my prescription. The third was a correct prescription and the fourth was a recheck. I still was convinced my vision was blurry even after all of those tests. Now in 2018, I had my eyes checked again and I have a severely high prescription. I'm short sighted. I had 3 botched eye exams and then went to a private practice that based my exam off the one in 2015 and didn't see too much of a change. The glasses I am currently wearing are made correctly, but I still feel like I cant see out of one of the eyes. The eye doctor did seem to be concerned with my eyes. He said my eyes seem to spasm and I have problems with accomodation or focusing on distant obejcts. But like it's weird. At some distances I see better with one eye in this prescription, but my right eye seems so much stronger than my left eye. I've always had problems getting the prescription in my left eye correct.
What I am trying to get at this point is reassurance. I've had several pairs of glasses made with varying prescriptions, but this is the only one that has been based off my previous prescription from last year which I did not struggle. Am I just not letting my eyes adjust? Is this ptsd from my previous eye nightmares? Or are the glasses wrong. I don't know at this point, but my OD is confident that there is nothing wrong. He did have me in the exam room for two hours trying out different prescriptions. He said that my eyes seem to spasm to try and focus. He would show me a prescription one minute and I'd like it and then twenty minutes later, I couldn't see out of it.
I am just freaking out and need someone to calm my nerves at this point. I do have very bad eyes........ so I am attributing one of the eyes working better to my varying eyesight.
I feel like from the time I wake up in the morning, I focus on the vision in the left eye.
Someone please respond before I literally go insane, lol. Reassurance is key for me lmao.
I frequented this forum back in 2015 with HA and fear of a brain tumor and severe anxiety and OCD Type O. I was having blurry vision out the ass and I visit the eye doctor four times to get my prescription right. Long story short, the first two times I visited the eye doctor in 2015 they botched my prescription. The third was a correct prescription and the fourth was a recheck. I still was convinced my vision was blurry even after all of those tests. Now in 2018, I had my eyes checked again and I have a severely high prescription. I'm short sighted. I had 3 botched eye exams and then went to a private practice that based my exam off the one in 2015 and didn't see too much of a change. The glasses I am currently wearing are made correctly, but I still feel like I cant see out of one of the eyes. The eye doctor did seem to be concerned with my eyes. He said my eyes seem to spasm and I have problems with accomodation or focusing on distant obejcts. But like it's weird. At some distances I see better with one eye in this prescription, but my right eye seems so much stronger than my left eye. I've always had problems getting the prescription in my left eye correct.
What I am trying to get at this point is reassurance. I've had several pairs of glasses made with varying prescriptions, but this is the only one that has been based off my previous prescription from last year which I did not struggle. Am I just not letting my eyes adjust? Is this ptsd from my previous eye nightmares? Or are the glasses wrong. I don't know at this point, but my OD is confident that there is nothing wrong. He did have me in the exam room for two hours trying out different prescriptions. He said that my eyes seem to spasm to try and focus. He would show me a prescription one minute and I'd like it and then twenty minutes later, I couldn't see out of it.
I am just freaking out and need someone to calm my nerves at this point. I do have very bad eyes........ so I am attributing one of the eyes working better to my varying eyesight.
I feel like from the time I wake up in the morning, I focus on the vision in the left eye.
Someone please respond before I literally go insane, lol. Reassurance is key for me lmao.
