Enough is enough

[XmasCarol52]

It isn't bad enough my anxieties are making me sick but last night about ten o'clock I fell in my kitchen I hit my knee on the floor then landed on my back.When is this all going to end I have no appetite either.I suppose that is good because I am losing weight.Lucky for me I was able to grab onto the kitchen sink and push myself up.I am okay but if isnt one thing it is another it seems. HOw much longer is this anxiety going to last? A month is enough now.. There are times when i just want to give up.It gets so bad at times i just want to overdose on my pills but at the same time i am afraid of dying.It seems like I am scared of everything lately.That is why I say enough is enough Then i just found out that my mom fell again that is twice this week.She wants to die she isnt the only one.She said she cannot take it anymore.I feel sorry for her.

 

[_Lukas]

Hi Carol, I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I'm glad you didn't hurt yourself too badly when you fell. I'll be thinking of you and your mom and praying for you. Sending hugs.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Hi Carol, I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I'm glad you didn't hurt yourself too badly when you fell. I'll be thinking of you and your mom and praying for you. Sending hugs.

Thank you Lukas I just want these damn anxieties to go away.This is the second time my mom fell this week.I tired not to fall but my legs just collapsed.I have falling before and that is when I ended up in a lousy nursing home.Remember that bad fall I told you about where I hit my head against the glass entertainment center?Blood was everywhere I am sure losing weight helped some with helping me get up. Please ask God to take away my mental pain anxieties,Sending you hugs as well.HOw have you been feeling? I do hope you are okay.

 

[_Lukas]

You're welcome, I hope your prayers are answered and your anxiety goes away soon. I remember your story about that fall, that sounded terrible I'll pray for you and hope your pain goes away and that you can have some peace of mind.

I've been doing okay, thanks for asking. This is a difficult time of year for me. I've been trying to keep myself busy with my career.
I hope you feel better soon!

 

[janemariesayed]

It isn't bad enough my anxieties are making me sick but last night about ten o'clock I fell in my kitchen I hit my knee on the floor then landed on my back.When is this all going to end I have no appetite either.I suppose that is good because I am losing weight.Lucky for me I was able to grab onto the kitchen sink and push myself up.I am okay but if isnt one thing it is another it seems. HOw much longer is this anxiety going to last? A month is enough now.. There are times when i just want to give up.It gets so bad at times i just want to overdose on my pills but at the same time i am afraid of dying.It seems like I am scared of everything lately.That is why I say enough is enough Then i just found out that my mom fell again that is twice this week.She wants to die she isnt the only one.She said she cannot take it anymore.I feel sorry for her.

I've liked your post, Carol, whereas, in actual fact, I don't like it very much. I feel sorry that you have fallen over and how your mind is feeling depressed lately. I keep saying that it will pass. I don't know how long it will last but I hope not for very long. I'm a bit worried about you lately so I'm saying a special prayer for you. Hang in there sweetie, chin up, it is going to be okay. Just ride through this and all will be well sooner hopefully rather than later. We are all here for you hun.

 

[XmasCarol52]

I've liked your post, Carol, whereas, in actual fact, I don't like it very much. I feel sorry that you have fallen over and how your mind is feeling depressed lately. I keep saying that it will pass. I don't know how long it will last but I hope not for very long. I'm a bit worried about you lately so I'm saying a special prayer for you. Hang in there sweetie, chin up, it is going to be okay. Just ride through this and all will be well sooner hopefully rather than later. We are all here for you hun.

I think some of it maybe to because I am anxious about going to my sons house for Christmas there are about 10 people there and that is way to many for me and of course i have those steps to deal with.ugh why can life be easy for us? Must it be a task just to wake up everyday?I hope this goes away soon because I feel like I am losing my mind

 

[janemariesayed]

I think some of it maybe to because I am anxious about going to my sons house for Christmas there are about 10 people there and that is way to many for me and of course i have those steps to deal with.ugh why can life be easy for us? Must it be a task just to wake up everyday?I hope this goes away soon because I feel like I am losing my mind

Oh! Good grief I can imagine how that must make you feel. The horror of having to be in front of so many people. I think you must be right and your health is down to the anxiety you have coming up. Oh, bless! My heart goes out to you hun.

 

[XmasCarol52]

thank you