Hello, all.
this is a situation that I have been ruminating on for sometime now and it makes me sick with worry to no end.
I have a boyfriend who lives in another city and he doesn’t even really have a bubble anymore, he does wear masks wherever he goes, except when he’s having coffee or a meal with someone. He is doubly vaccinated. I am also doubly vaccinated as is my elderly father with whom I live. I’m not sure I should be seeing my boyfriend anymore inside and intimately as our numbers are going up. I am scared for my father should I catch Covid even though he is doubly vaccinated, because of his age. I really want to see my boyfriend in person not just on our video chats and the telephone, but this fear has me paralyzed.
I just spoke to a doctor friend of mine he says that the chances of getting Covid in our Area at this point are very low. I am so anxious my head is tense I am feeling a little sick to my stomach and I cannot move from my bed, or do anything but worry. I don’t want to decide not to see my boyfriend, but as my friends in recovery talk about, I have such a problem living in the day and acknowledging that none of this is happening right now. I just had to vent this.
Not looking for any negative feedback. I even talked to my father about it and he told me to go ahead and live my life, that he has had a good long life and he is not worried about it. But still…
My boyfriend is coming to town for the weekend and I am so stuck. Very very unhappy.
this is a situation that I have been ruminating on for sometime now and it makes me sick with worry to no end.
I have a boyfriend who lives in another city and he doesn’t even really have a bubble anymore, he does wear masks wherever he goes, except when he’s having coffee or a meal with someone. He is doubly vaccinated. I am also doubly vaccinated as is my elderly father with whom I live. I’m not sure I should be seeing my boyfriend anymore inside and intimately as our numbers are going up. I am scared for my father should I catch Covid even though he is doubly vaccinated, because of his age. I really want to see my boyfriend in person not just on our video chats and the telephone, but this fear has me paralyzed.
I just spoke to a doctor friend of mine he says that the chances of getting Covid in our Area at this point are very low. I am so anxious my head is tense I am feeling a little sick to my stomach and I cannot move from my bed, or do anything but worry. I don’t want to decide not to see my boyfriend, but as my friends in recovery talk about, I have such a problem living in the day and acknowledging that none of this is happening right now. I just had to vent this.
Not looking for any negative feedback. I even talked to my father about it and he told me to go ahead and live my life, that he has had a good long life and he is not worried about it. But still…
My boyfriend is coming to town for the weekend and I am so stuck. Very very unhappy.
