Oh my gosh really? Why would they even do that? The reason you seek medical care is because you need to or you have to, for you to be better and feel better isn't it? So there's a chance that you might get worst instead of being better? It's a bit scary to be honest
Ah, in my case it should not take that long, but I was forced to take it because my other relatives think I need those sleeping pills because they thought I was being paranoid. They think that it's "working", that's why they consistently made me take those pills for an extended amount of time. Since it is you who is gonna buy the pills, I don't think there is anything excessive about that. In my case they were the ones buying it for me.Oh my gosh really? Why would they even do that? The reason you seek medical care is because you need to or you have to, for you to be better and feel better isn't it? So there's a chance that you might get worst instead of being better? It's a bit scary to be honest
Oh I see. But how was it? Have you experienced any unusual side effects? I remember taking some when I had an operation when I had my appendix removed and they did gave me this drug to calm me down because of excruciating pain I'm feeling which totally knocks me out in a snap right after they inject it in me. And I do remember that I had delusions while taking the drug
Well, I do believe that it's possible to also have 'visions' about things, whether good, bad or ugly. My issue with my memories is that the events in question were so vivid, so powerful, and so real to me that I honestly couldn't tell the difference. Perhaps I really was being regularly visited by demonic presences that haunted my childhood, or perhaps I had some weird gift that enabled me to have 'visions' of things that weren't really happening. The thing that was easiest for me to wrap my mind around was the dream theory, so that's what I did, called them dreams... basically to save my own sanity. I think the only real way to deal with something like this is to believe whatever makes you the most comfortable and leave it at that. If you know for certain that you aren't dreaming... like for example, you are still standing up when the event happens, you might be experiencing a 'vision'. I wish I had better answers, but all I know is that I outgrew it in my late childhood, so that was a relief to me.So you've experienced something like this before as a child and you've discovered that some part of it were just dreams? Is there a chance that those certain occurrences that happened to me were just a vivid dream that I can't simply distinguished whether it was real or not? I had to admit that it is possible that they are dreams but I just don't know how to see the difference. Well in most cases, I know if I'm dreaming, I know if what happened was just a dream or not. That's why I can't seem to find answers because I'm still convincing myself that those aren't dreams
Yeah I guess that might be it! I remember acquiring a phobia of moving vehicles. I did not want to ride in a tricycle because it's open air and the speed which you can see the view being a blur as it passes seems to scare me. So for some time I tend to fear riding it and I tend to sort of observe the tricycle and how I seem to make myself "immune" to it by standing beside it. I also developed noise sensitivity, I remember being so bothered and disturbed by loud noises of vehicles in the morning when my neighbors would start their engines in preparation for going to work. When the side effects were still in my system, even drinking coffee aggravated my then subsiding phobia. It takes a month or two for the side effects to go away. So I really think the medication messed up your brain like what it did to mine.Oh I see. But how was it? Have you experienced any unusual side effects? I remember taking some when I had an operation when I had my appendix removed and they did gave me this drug to calm me down because of excruciating pain I'm feeling which totally knocks me out in a snap right after they inject it in me. And I do remember that I had delusions while taking the drug
Now I'm wondering if it has something to do with what's happening to me. What do you think?
Wow! This kinda helps me understand certain things about being totally conscious and just being conscious in a different state, though it's still a bit difficult as what it really is. What happened to you as a child is probably alike with what's happening to me right now, though it doesn't have to do with demonic presences which is really scary and frightening to be honest. The hardest part is that there are times when I think as if I'm being pulled away from reality at certain moments or perhaps I'm just dreaming or just having visions of different occurrences just like what you have mentioned which I think is a part of what's really happening.Well, I do believe that it's possible to also have 'visions' about things, whether good, bad or ugly. My issue with my memories is that the events in question were so vivid, so powerful, and so real to me that I honestly couldn't tell the difference. Perhaps I really was being regularly visited by demonic presences that haunted my childhood, or perhaps I had some weird gift that enabled me to have 'visions' of things that weren't really happening. The thing that was easiest for me to wrap my mind around was the dream theory, so that's what I did, called them dreams... basically to save my own sanity. I think the only real way to deal with something like this is to believe whatever makes you the most comfortable and leave it at that. If you know for certain that you aren't dreaming... like for example, you are still standing up when the event happens, you might be experiencing a 'vision'. I wish I had better answers, but all I know is that I outgrew it in my late childhood, so that was a relief to me.
Really? You're experiencing the same thing as well? Did you remember when did it started? And what do you mean by PTSD coz I'm not really familiar with it. I as well have these situations wherein I think I did some tasks when I really haven't. Do you also had any experiences like you were in a certain event together with somebody and they seemed to not remember it at all, so you'll thought that it was a dream but it's really vivid?
PTSD stands for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. From my understanding, it is when after a major event or circumstance people have trouble adapting to normal life, like many soldiers after serving a war, but it can be anything really traumatic that affected your life.
I'm not aware that it is possible to fall asleep and be unaware of it. How is that even possible? I find it freaky because I also experience sleepwalking before. Do you think it's somewhat related?
I guess it could be related.
I see. I guess you're somehow right because I do experince sleeplessness in some cases and oversleeping. Although I don't think I'm anxious at the moment yet I'm not sure if I'm stressed or not as well. But it seems that I don't have these "false memories" for quite some time now so I think it will be fine. Thanks for your help!
I haven't heard that anime series yet but I got intrigued by it. I might be able to check it out later. I'm not sure if it's DeJavu since the false memories I'm remembering does not happen in real life at all, wherein I thought they did.
Yeah, you should try and watch it. It's good, you may also want to watch another one called "Erased" they're almost similar with Re:Zero but the previous is more on life backtrack
Certainly. I would like to check them out probably tonight. Do you know where can I watched them? And how long is the entire series? Like how many episodes does it have?Yeah, you should try and watch it. It's good, you may also want to watch another one called "Erased" they're almost similar with Re:Zero but the previous is more on life backtrack
Were you injured badly when you were little?