Bad days

[Kadenongers]

Do you ever just have those bad days at work where you feel like everyone is beginning to hate you? I haven't completed one of my training assignments and was calling in sick a lot due to anxiety and panic. Tonight I've noticed my co-workers who know me well have been acting different, they all seemed upset and less talkative with me. Just makes me wonder if they found out about my mistakes and are judging me for it and not wanting to be around me. I have stopped calling in sick and have started doing my assignment. But this kills me tonight because I work in a prison and its already a negative environment as it is. I still always fear cancer as well because I have slight double vison (ghost vision) when looking at lights or bright words on a screen. I also suffer from tinnitus. Even after 2 Brain MRIs coming back clear its still killing me that no one knows what is going on and nobody else has these symptoms.

 

[Joshua1]

Good luck on everything. Its not good to make assumptions. Perhaps people do not hate you, there are reasons for everything.

 

[Cuchculan]

It is easy to assume a lot of things. Why not speak with your co-workers. I am guessing they will act no differently towards you at all. What you assumed was them acting in a different way might have been something else. Something that did not even involve you. Just be your normal self. Try and not put more pressure on yourself.