I've been dealing with anxiety for 5 years now it started a week after my cousin passed away he was 34 things were out of control for about 6 months then I got a better handle on it but 8 months later my sister passed away from an overdose on prescription pills she was only 35 my anxiety was replaced with depression I still had so anxiety but not as bad after about 2 years I was finally getting to grips with anxiety and my sadness and was really trying to help my brother with his anxiety that he had been dealing with for most of his life then it happened my brother who I idolize was at work thought he was having a panic attack was rushed to the hospital he died of a heart attack again my anxiety had been replaced by depression I hadn't had any anxiety for pretty much 15 months until 2 weeks ago I had a major panic attack coming home from work than another one a week later than again 2 days later we tried a new medication and I had a bad reaction which sent me into the worst panic attack yet and had to call an ambulance and spent 2 days in the hospital running all the test on my heart and yes everything is good but now I feel exactly how I did the first time this happened 5 years ago