Back after a while.. tumor fears

[Grace360]

I haven't been back on this server in a while. Mostly because my anxiety has gotten slightly better ever since getting some steady medication. But I skipped it today and I guess I'm feeling the affects of that today. I just today bought three games in which I had lost. Just dance 2, 3, and 4. They're all pretty good despite being old, and cheap too. So I was playing just dance 2. And then I began to worry about a symptom I was having for a while. My head feeling heavy whenever it's pointing downwards. Also after dancing for a not very long time, a part of my head began to throb a little bit. My head just feels.. odd a lot of the time. And it makes me think back to these peoplr in which they have an ever -growing brain tumor. But they don't know until they only have mere weeks left to live, which understandably terrifies me. So I stopped having fun and just relaxed a bit due to that. Thinking I have a brain tumor as I sit here. Worried. I've been worried about more things, but I tend to let those disappear into the back of mind, and not come to the front like they used to. I'm also 15 for reference.

 

[TDS74]

I haven't been back on this server in a while. Mostly because my anxiety has gotten slightly better ever since getting some steady medication. But I skipped it today and I guess I'm feeling the affects of that today. I just today bought three games in which I had lost. Just dance 2, 3, and 4. They're all pretty good despite being old, and cheap too. So I was playing just dance 2. And then I began to worry about a symptom I was having for a while. My head feeling heavy whenever it's pointing downwards. Also after dancing for a not very long time, a part of my head began to throb a little bit. My head just feels.. odd a lot of the time. And it makes me think back to these peoplr in which they have an ever -growing brain tumor. But they don't know until they only have mere weeks left to live, which understandably terrifies me. So I stopped having fun and just relaxed a bit due to that. Thinking I have a brain tumor as I sit here. Worried. I've been worried about more things, but I tend to let those disappear into the back of mind, and not come to the front like they used to. I'm also 15 for reference.

Hello! I'm so sorry you feel this way! I'm sure you are fine as we all know how cruel anxiety can be for us. Maybe talk to your family and /or family doctor about your concerns. I think that will be the best way for you to achieve peace of mind! Also try not to skip your meds. Good luck!

 

[matisworried]

when you bend over, blood rushes to your head. fluid can also more around in your inner ear. there could also be sinus stuff going on. what your experiencing is normal. for whatever reason, your brain is just focusing on it right now. sorry you're experiencing so much anxiety, but you're fine!