loneliness

If I post a really long story will anyone read it? Feel like I need to tell the whole thing in order for it to make sense. Am I allowed to post really long posts?

So I have noticed, the majority of my anxiety happens when around other people. Strangers, mostly. I am only comfortable around one person, my soul mate, but even around my family I feel so uncomfortable. I even have a difficult time eating or getting up to use the bathroom. I get so tense and I...

Being now part of the older generation I find it depressing how people carry on conversations without speaking a word to other people. I will meet someone interesting and as soon as I am about to start talking I realize their focus is not in my direction but instead they are staring intently at...