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Sometimes I want to disappear in my own head The noise around me gives as I dread Dreading the day I cannot overcome The thoughts of who I will not become Is it true as my father said I will never amount to anything, as I dread Come undone I can never be As I come undone through inside out...

Sweed1 I had no idead what PTSD ws until my PCP caught on to some of the things I was saying, for example I continued to say I was fat and needed diet pills. I have a huge issue on control and being able to control things around me. And what I put in my mouth seemed like the only thing I could...

Rinka Thanks for the response. That does make sense. I have had to learn to back and let her just be. I am learning. But this parenting thing is a job within itself. I am learning myself because I didn't have a healthy upbringing. So I do a lot of reading and praying. :)

amy88 I am the same way. I have 3 children still at home and they each have very different personalities. The youngest my daughter evidently inherited what I thought was not a genetic issue or issue(s) because of the abuse I went through as a child. But rather it is genetic and it drives me...

No it's not weird. It's actually healthy. I wish I could be able to accept it, but I feel like a fixer and a controller and since I can't fix myself I try to fix others and make others happy. I don't ever want anyone to have to know what I'm feeling or what thoughts are running through my head...

I'm so sorry. It seems like this world is full of so much ugliness. And when you think of your siblings when you were younger you never could of imagined how things turned out. I was my little brother's protector. Before he started using I would get high with him. That was probably 20 years ago...

Thank you, I was do releaved when I read your response. I have been hurt by so many. I was afraid of being made fun of or even worse rejected when I put myself out there. I have told my counselor that I don't believe I can be helped or fixed. My memories contain the long death of my mom who...

I have never joined a forum or chat room so here goes. The thoughts that runs through my head all day, everyday will never cease. The repetitive bad things I heard over and over most of my life. You're stupid, you'll never amount to nothing, see you made me hit you, why do you make me so angry...