Grace360
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This feeling comes along every fathers day, or a day before. Almost like clockwork ever since I became "aware".
It's a feeling of abandonment. Of resentment. Anger. Sadness. Dissapointment. My depression kicks in like a sack of bricks on a bus full of highschoolers.
I'm a member of what you would call.. well. The #deadbeatdads club. My dad left.. well. Before I could speak to him and explain myself. He only saw a picture and touched my ears. He determined that I was too dark to ever possibly be his daughter. And so that was that. My mom raised me on her own and I'm left dad-less.
People have tried to relate. Like "well my dad wasn't in my life for a while, i get it". But atleast he came back. Mine never has. Who knows if he will.
I don't know. I just had to get that off of my chest. I feel real lonesome these type of holidays when I see everyone else. It's everywhere. Praising the dads of the world and equivalents.
Anywho, happy fathers day guys. From a member of your local deadbeat dads club
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It's a feeling of abandonment. Of resentment. Anger. Sadness. Dissapointment. My depression kicks in like a sack of bricks on a bus full of highschoolers.
I'm a member of what you would call.. well. The #deadbeatdads club. My dad left.. well. Before I could speak to him and explain myself. He only saw a picture and touched my ears. He determined that I was too dark to ever possibly be his daughter. And so that was that. My mom raised me on her own and I'm left dad-less.
People have tried to relate. Like "well my dad wasn't in my life for a while, i get it". But atleast he came back. Mine never has. Who knows if he will.
I don't know. I just had to get that off of my chest. I feel real lonesome these type of holidays when I see everyone else. It's everywhere. Praising the dads of the world and equivalents.
Anywho, happy fathers day guys. From a member of your local deadbeat dads club
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