very nervous:(

I had my 2nd opinion for gastroenterolologist last week and checked again my butt as i told him that i still have a bleed last february seen in my BM. my first doctor told me that it was an early stage of pile and took a medicine and noting happen. i have taken a lot of alternative medicines just to stop the bleed. the bleed was on and off and this will be bleed if i only feel the burning sensation or pain when i am straining. last friday i decided to make a 2nd opinion to anew doctor and told me that i am schedule for colonoscopy on next saturday.. the result of his Physical examination was abrasion..i had an abrasion inside my rectum..as per the doctor, to make an assurance of the bleeding he needs to check inside maybe i have polyps or cyst whatever see there.. my BM is regular. i didnt seen any mucus or what in my poo the color is good also.. i am worrying why its not healing?! it is almost a year.i had my blood test for CREATINE, UREA, HELICOBACTER PYLORI ANTIBODIES are all ok except for PTT (PARTIAL THROMBOPLASTIN TIME) is very high 37.4 which normal range to 26-36.. i did not see any bleeding right now in my BM why its so high!? i am very nervous..my anxiety rises again.. my body, hands feels cold and shaking again, my abdomen is paining its like its pressing too much also which my ulcer triggers so much. my mind is full of worry.. i cried everyday.. my appetite lost again.. i am trying to be healthy but why this happening tome.. i feel that i have severe ailment.. do i have cancer already? please i need some one talk to..i am desperate..i am far from my family and husband.although they made me calm but sometimes when they are not with me i become panic again..all i am doing is to pray and trust my god so much..

Hi

janemariesayed said:

When you go to the loo just sit there and relax. Have you ever heard of it called the 'throne of thoughts?' The reason you have piles is that you are straining. So when you go to the loo, relax and read a magazine or something while you are on there. You will evacuate in good time and it will come out slowly when it is ready.

You also need to eat more fibre in your diet. I hope you feel better soon.

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Hi @janemariesayed ,thank your time reading my problem. actually my first doctor diagnosed me with that early stage of pile and prescribed me a medicines which not help me at all. i did also an alternative medicine but still nothing happens.my 2nd doctor examined as ABRASION or fissure inside my rectum and to assure what going inside my intestine he scheduled my for the colonoscopy on saturday. i observed that every time my butt feels irritated with itchy feeling..it will easily bleed either soft or hard BM.. i experienced this for almost 1 year already..on and off depends on my BM. what i've seen in my PTT blood test result was little higher than normal. i am scared and i dont know what would be the diagnosis.. while waiting for the colonoscopy schedule, it gives me a lot of worry right now..i am thinking that i have severe ailments..

thanks @janemariesayed for your advice..will let update next week..hoping its just a minor ailment..