Pet Bereavement - Two Years On.

Two years to the day that my Sasha died. Now a panic attack starts and I feel breathless. I wasn't feeling too bad but now I start to think about her and I feel dizzy and breathless. She is in the garden sleeping under tulip bulbs that are also sleeping. I'm feeling shaky too as I write this.

I miss my boxer babe so much. God bless you, Sasha, wherever your spiritual journey has taken you after you passed over that rainbow bridge.

Two years on to the day that she died. Sasha helped me to see the miracle of birth when she had her pups. Thank you for that Mishy moo'. But now, right now, I'm feeling shaky, dizzy, nauseous and breathless with a twitch in my eye. Woo Hoo Sasha, I may not think about you from time to time, as time moves on, but this panic attack tells me that I love you just as much today as I did the day the Good Lord took you to your forever sleep.

And now I cry.

Help me, how do we bring back the dead?

_Lukas said:

I'm so sorry about Sasha

Dave and I still cry about his 14-year-old dog Max who died almost a year ago, and I still cry about my dogs Asia and Jurata who I had when I was a kid.
I wish I had something to say that would make it all better, I really do. Losing a dog is so heartbreaking

I wish I knew how to bring back the dead. I would bring back every dog anyone has ever lost if I could.

I'll say a prayer for you and Sasha and hope that you can find peace and comfort in your memories of her. Know that she's watching over you and waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge.

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Thank you so much, Lukas. I still can't believe that it has been two years since I lost her. It is comforting to think that they could be waiting for us when we die as well. If dogs do have a heaven or a place that they go that is where I wanna be when it's my time.

_Lukas said:

You're welcome
I want to go where the dogs go when they die too. Any place that is full of the beautiful souls of dogs is heaven to me.

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Sometimes I feel so peaceful because I have them beside me. Even if I've had a flashback, which normally sends me into a panic attack. They come over to me and it's as if they know I'm suffering. I think that dogs could be used, not just for the blind people, but also as therapeutic means for people with emotional and anxiety disorders.
Although I feel safe online, I don't feel safe in the physical world so dogs are paramount to someone like me. I don't feel lonely at all. In fact, sometimes it's great (like between 6 and 9 in the morning) they go back to bed and leave me in peace and quiet for a while. We all need our own space, even them little furry kids!