Any NYers here?

This is so hard. We just have to ride it out. I am so scared because my best friend is presumed positive. I have loved ones working in hospitals that have run out of PPE for them. The situation in the city is so scary. My friend hasn't been able to get tested but has been very sick for 3 weeks and told to isolate unless she needs to call 911. I'm trying to unclench all my muscles and relax, but this is so hard. Knowing this isn't even the apex yet. Guys, I am terrified. It feels like I am being battered by a storm and I don't know when it will end or what will be left when it does.

We will get through this . Yes, I am not leaving my apartment either. We are wiping down everything that comes inside- like our groceries with alcohol. I do worry about opening windows. I ventilate when I'm using cleaning products though. Maybe thing a scarf around my face would be smart if the window is open though.

I am worried if I absentmindedly touch my foot that I will infect myself or when my cat stands on my pillow or puts his paws on my face or hair. I am so paranoid that I won't eat prepackaged coldcuts unless they're cooked. So I'm putting them in grilled cheese sandwiches. No vegetables unless they're cooked. I worry about washing my hands well enough after touching eggs in case whoever packed them had corona virus. Etc.

*As far as food, due to the hoarding, my last food order took 6 days to arrive. I was too afraid to go to stores, so we were living off canned food, but rationing it so if our next order takes that long also, we won't have to go completely hungry.