Help me...i'm so ******* sad

XmasCarol52 · Jan 30, 2018

Concernedgal said:
Hi guys. I need you. I feel so worthless and stupid. My life doesn't seem worth living. I'm so ******* hard to smIle through my days and be happy. I'm at my wits end. Lifesucks because I can' even go places and do things because my (agoraphobia ) don' want me too well....I 've had it!!!! I'm taking my life back god damn it. No more. If I die from fuckin panic attack then fine!!!!!! This is no way to live not another ******* day. NO!!THIS IS MY LIFE ANXIETY. ...MINE! !!! **** OFF ANXIETY. ..!!YOUR MY BITCH NOW.

Well you know that I will always be here for you,I understand how you feel because my life sucks to and i have completely had it to i was so tempted to take an overdose on my meds but knowing my luck i would live then they would put me in a home, I cry so easily and get uspet from thing other people wouldnt even think of getting upset about ,my nervers are shot.I am sick and tired of this lousy illness taking control of me but the more i fight it the worse it gets.It friggen sucks

XmasCarol52 · Jan 30, 2018

Concernedgal said:
I'm kinda sensitive myself too. I cry way too much at a mooshie movie and any movie that has a good ending. I'm going to try to fight through life again . Go places again ...ignore my symptoms and keep on trucking..lol. I have got to take my life back. It' time....I have let this **** go.

I know once the weather gets nicer out I will feel much better and big jerk comes this sat i am scared she may try to evict me but my friend didnt hear a thing she hasnt called my son so maybe i am safe living in fear all of the time sucks doesnt it?If we dont fear one damn thing we fear something else

XmasCarol52 · Jan 31, 2018

wanna talk about fear as if I am not afraid enough some ahole calls me at 830 tonight and all he does is breathe into my answering machine guess what i am saving that message just in case that witch complains to me about my yelling then she will hear that old creep .you dont go and call someone and breathe on the phone

XmasCarol52 · Jan 31, 2018

Concernedgal said:
Ewww. Really ? What a creep. Yep. Save that message. ...gross.

I will such a stupid ass.

God'sPrincesse · Feb 1, 2018

Concernedgal said:
Hi guys. I need you. I feel so worthless and stupid. My life doesn't seem worth living. I'm so ******* hard to smIle through my days and be happy. I'm at my wits end. Lifesucks because I can' even go places and do things because my (agoraphobia ) don' want me too well....I 've had it!!!! I'm taking my life back god damn it. No more. If I die from fuckin panic attack then fine!!!!!! This is no way to live not another ******* day. NO!!THIS IS MY LIFE ANXIETY. ...MINE! !!! **** OFF ANXIETY. ..!!YOUR MY BITCH NOW.

Im here for you too. And you're right. Its time to take our lives back.

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janemariesayed · Feb 23, 2018

XmasCarol52 said:
wanna talk about fear as if I am not afraid enough some ahole calls me at 830 tonight and all he does is breathe into my answering machine guess what i am saving that message just in case that witch complains to me about my yelling then she will hear that old creep .you dont go and call someone and breathe on the phone

Oh wow! Did they call you? Keep a record of it and report it to the police. They can put a tap on your phone and find out where it is coming from.

XmasCarol52 · Feb 24, 2018

janemariesayed said:
Oh wow! Did they call you? Keep a record of it and report it to the police. They can put a tap on your phone and find out where it is coming from.

Yes this old fart did.I was scared but he never called again.How bad is it getting just a week ago on the news this was going on in my state someone has been calling people and threatening there loved ones.

XmasCarol52 · Feb 24, 2018

Concernedgal said:
Gee wiz. What kind of psycho would do that? How have u been lately?

Someone who has sh-t for brains.My right side I have like chest pains they move once in awhile I am fine when I first get up it is afterwards I think it is my anxieties because they have been just awful lately all I do is shake and try to sit still and relax I listen to the music choice channels on tv.I love music and sometimes I sing along with it.I was told that I have a beautiful voice one guy last year when he was walking by said Americas got talent,someone told me once i should go on American Idol no thanks.Ya with all of those people.MY friend passed away the other morning he was only my age 65 had cancer he just lost his wife about a year and a half ago I feel for my aunt because this is the third relative she lost in less then a year in a half.I guess I should get something to eat sometimes i get chest pains when I am hungry.I am sure it is because I am anxious.I am going to tell that doctor i want a replacement for those lousy depakote they dont even touch me.If he listens,I am so sick and tired of doctors not listening,

janemariesayed · Feb 24, 2018

XmasCarol52 said:
Someone who has sh-t for brains.My right side I have like chest pains they move once in awhile I am fine when I first get up it is afterwards I think it is my anxieties because they have been just awful lately all I do is shake and try to sit still and relax I listen to the music choice channels on tv.I love music and sometimes I sing along with it.I was told that I have a beautiful voice one guy last year when he was walking by said Americas got talent,someone told me once i should go on American Idol no thanks.Ya with all of those people.MY friend passed away the other morning he was only my age 65 had cancer he just lost his wife about a year and a half ago I feel for my aunt because this is the third relative she lost in less then a year in a half.I guess I should get something to eat sometimes i get chest pains when I am hungry.I am sure it is because I am anxious.I am going to tell that doctor i want a replacement for those lousy depakote they dont even touch me.If he listens,I am so sick and tired of doctors not listening,

I'm glad they didn't call again. It must be unnerving to say the least. Especially when you are going through so many other symptoms of your illness lately.

MYKA · Mar 11, 2018

Concernedgal said:
Hi guys. I need you. I feel so worthless and stupid. My life doesn't seem worth living. I'm so ******* hard to smIle through my days and be happy. I'm at my wits end. Lifesucks because I can' even go places and do things because my (agoraphobia ) don' want me too well....I 've had it!!!! I'm taking my life back god damn it. No more. If I die from fuckin panic attack then fine!!!!!! This is no way to live not another ******* day. NO!!THIS IS MY LIFE ANXIETY. ...MINE! !!! **** OFF ANXIETY. ..!!YOUR MY BITCH NOW.

i know this was your old post.. i feel you @Concernedgal. there are times that my day is full of positivity in life. i thought its anxiety free life already.. but when i woke up this morning.. i feel the sadness.it's really hard that the person you really wanted to be with you, to help and comfort you is not here with you and cause you so much sadness.the reason of your stress. how i wish that one day all my memories my anxiety,problems, sadness will be vanished. and going back when i was the happiest person on earth. i miss my old me

janemariesayed · Mar 12, 2018

Listen.... @Concernedgal @XmasCarol52 was I naughty? When I was in my twenties, I rented a flat above a shop. There was a payphone in the street below and I knew the telephone number to it. One day, on a school day, I saw some boys bunking off school. I phoned the number and one of the lads answered it. I said straightaway, 'Hey! Why aren't you at school? I'm gonna tell ya mum!' Tee hee, you have never seen any kid run off to school as quickly as they did.

janemariesayed · Mar 12, 2018

Concernedgal said:
I do too. I miss the old me so much.

You are still there. You are still you. And you will see you again. Chin up hun.

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